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I greatly appreciate you mentioning the stats on PTSD in policing, or in comparison to even military numbers.... I still feel like I'm a bit guilty from time to time- but it makes sense to me, the long slow grind punctuated with extreme vs. an intense short sprint of it I guess. For what it's...

Ah..... I think your first inclination was the correct one.

it's great you're here Moss, I think you'll find great resources here.

I'd never interfere with someone's personal relationships, so i'd just give you my 2 cents for your own contemplation.. I had way ups/downs with my wife (15 years together), but she learned/or adjusted? I dunno..... regardless she accomodates my condition, and that in turn effects me positively...

Welcome fellow Canuck- so very glad you had courage/strength to leave, here's to much better future's.

Warm welcome Jennifer- I'm also cop. No hurricanes by the mountains her, but I am in Tornado Alley- and had one fire over our little ranch not long ago- so I'll hate on storms any time

I think there's no such thing as too much info on here- you're doing great by my reckoning...welcome.

I think nearly everyone on here can understand and empathize with you. Welcome, and by posting/sharing here- realizing you're not alone, will ease some fears, I can almost guarantee.

I'm glad you posted this, big help as I was searching around for information on this. I'm caught unable to want to do anything, or be round' groups anymore, and have these random, violent or way over the top explosions/reactions that are getting more frequent. We have chickens for eggs....so...

Hey I got thick skin and all, but in trying to defend my own feelings, I was getting relapses on here ffs... That's how people view the police though... not humans, just the state. The ony time someone ever came up and just thanked me? After 3 of our guys got shot. Never before, never since...

Warm welcome- numbness- for sure.... I thnk you'll find a lot of reassurance about your concerns here.

@Muse ..sorry. Forgot to mention teachers.... another group serving.

Joey I mentioned I loved ya', because I know your interest was genuine and not selfish or abnoxious....so, I don't mind answering. I'm pissed mostly? at the pure, retarded, stupidty....of everyone. Mindless consumers, milling around, oblivious to everything around them....worshiping, yes...

I believe that Muse... can't even imagine going there at 19, 20 years old.... .

I dunno dude, I guess I surrender. There are simply too many weak sisters out there. Every one is special, and demands attention. I remember the early 90's military...they punched you in the gut if you were mouthy....I had sore ribs all basic and battle school. God forbid I tried to be a...

Thanks never, it sure did.... for the amount of times I've enjoyed doing that, that could have been me for the record lol.

And for the record this goes for soilders as well. I don't care if you hate Bush, Afghanistan, the Iraq war, or the shade of camoflauge used. these guys and gals, donned 30lbs of body armour, grabbed a rifle and went, because someone was going to go. Family tradition, the desire to protect...

Anarchy, no offence at all..... but why in the hell are you on this thread lol? No offence, but I'm going to venture a wild guess, your not a big blue supporter. It is the emergency services, military forum.... and certainly that doesn't restrict citizens from commenting or learning, but it is...

Truly sorry to hear that Casey- that doesn't sound ethical at all for them to leave you without any support. Good on you Changelling for your offer.

I'm sorry my good man, but I think you may have mistaken me for someone who values your opinions on this particular topic. With all respect, I just don't. So certainly feel free to reply at will to others on my thread about my own PTSD, all are welcome I suppose? I just really don't feel ya...

Ooops... sorry.... to clarify, not extreme rage....that's full crazy, and medicated I'm no where near full crazy. I just hate him....like normal, hope he gets that concussive NFL'er deal and ends up shitting himself, hate.

Hey Eve, I have no issue with expression, honestly I don't. Well, that anarchist dude creeps me out a bit.....but aside from him, no issues. And you are correct, every one is entitled to have an opinion, and freedom to express it is fine too. And you're not coming off as disrespectful in my...

Hold your horses... I created a super, special, thread for yourself and that odd anarchist fellow who lurks amongst the police here and rattles on about the near success of the Manson family. It is extremely secretive and I assure you it will become a literal, digital, Smithsonian of police...

Holy smokes, that's an incredible amount of stress, and I'm incredibly sad for your loss. If his wall's up that strong- I know it must be incredibly difficult for you to try to communicate. For your positive energies.... guys can get through that wall, but they have to embrace the need to...

Seeing that my original post on my devout, Catholic hatred of Colin Kaepernik and his pig socks has epically derailled into a mind boggling, wrist slitting, morass that has caused me need to resume my effexor.... I have graciously created this thread to compile every bad police shooting, Howard...