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  1. freebird

    Write a happy story in 3 words

    Time to play Legend of Zelda No school today My favorite words
  2. freebird

    Art therapy - share your work here

    This is just the best thing I have read in a long time! Thank you!:happy::happy: Love this thread!
  3. freebird

    Off sertraline, crying and breaking down consistently

    I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I understand. It's like, what is the point of just life when you keep getting broken. Sending so much empathy and support to you right now. I don't have much advice, but only this, that the feeling will pass. Do what you need to do in this moment that you...
  4. freebird

    Off sertraline, crying and breaking down consistently

    Just cry. Sometimes that's all there is to do. Cry and let it out. Success can only come through failure. So you feel like a failure, but the truth is, you are not, because you are here with us.
  5. freebird

    Write a happy story in 3 words

    The sun rises
  6. freebird

    Write a happy story in 3 words

    We are here!
  7. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    So grateful to be here!
  8. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    *Hugs back* I don't really know what to say lol. I told dh what happened on here and that I felt this feeling...idk how to explain it, like finally belonging somewhere, and not just pretending I belong somewhere. But actually being encouraged for who I am without conditions. My whole life I...
  9. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    Wow you guys are so wise. It's mind-blowing. I have a lot to learn from you. Also proud of you guys too! Everyone here!
  10. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    Yes it is very different isn't it? I feel like it is so engrained in our minds to be on the defensive alot (at least for me), and it really feels incredible and liberating to feel that there are people who have been there and are there with you. I'm so happy to hear that this forum got you...
  11. freebird

    I will do it myself thank you

    Same. Been self-employed for this reason. Also cannot ask for help because I don't want to get taken advantage of because I suck at standing up for myself. But also, I find that when I set the right boundaries for myself, I attract people who respect those boundaries, and in turn can give help...
  12. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    Last night dh and I had to stay up late to do some important calls because of the time difference in the US, and I was actually able to do it without having so much anxiety and panic, because I didn't feel so alone. This call was very important too so thank you so much for being here and taking...
  13. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    Thank you @8888
  14. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    Thanks @ladee
  15. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    I don't know if this is going to be a good week. Last night I had a horrible nightmare that had me waking up shaking in terror. My dh was already up and I just....I feel like the terror I feel is so powerful and even though things are generally okay, my mind is melting. Today I've been detached...
  16. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    @JadesJewel I really appreciate you taking the time telling me about what you've been going through. I've started to read your trauma diary and my god how strong you are. Just want to send some peace to you.
  17. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    I went back to thinking about why I am feeling so overwhelmed. Dh and I are battling the flu, the cats need medical care, and I was worried that my class with my student today would be slow. But, we managed to do really well today. Another thing accomplished. I am going to try and start over...
  18. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    I understand it's everyone's bedtime over there, so goodnight! Also thank you @ladee, @JadesJewel, and @MrMoonlight. Your care means so much. In the meantime, I need to write. You guys are helping me to wake up and realize that my illness is not something I can just cover up anymore. I have...
  19. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    It's okay, good night @JadesJewel I need to go eat lunch now, so I'll be leaving too.
  20. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    It's really hard because I can't afford therapy here, and work is challenging. I do work, but on my own schedule where I'm able to cancel due to my illness if I need. I am taking some medication, but I think it hurt my kidneys so I stopped recently. I will have to get back on them and take...
  21. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    How do you guys do it? Going everyday without giving up? I have been very strong my whole life, but sometimes I'm just not strong enough.
  22. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    Thank you! I tried to send you a message, but it didn't go through. I'm still learning how the site works, but it's ok. Anyway it feels good to be heard @JadesJewel. Thank you.
  23. freebird

    Feeling suicidal

    I'm so overwhelmed right now. Can't focus, or concentrate. I have things I need to get done but my mind is so slow and foggy, i'm deeply sad, tired, and it's making me want to kill myself again. After I post this, I will count it as one accomplishment of the day and move on to the next one. It...
  24. freebird

    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Thank you! Woke up feeling much better today! Also been thinking of you too:happy:
  25. freebird

    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Confused, empty, distracted, foggy, ill, and can't explain it.
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