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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    I think I've come along way. You just assume that what ticked me off. But I understand. Gabapentin will be controlled and it's the only thing they give me to help my anxiety. No AP no AD no blood pressure end of anything ELSE. Ya I'm going down a very narrow road. Is it my fault Yes but we all...
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    This is really inconsiderate of you since you only know me via internet. I forgive ya tho.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    Why you assume to quickly! I am in risperdal Seroquel Prozac Gabapentin Remeron Thorazine Zyprexa Prazosin As you can see in on a hefty dose of medications that didn't nearly work as good as benzos like klonopin in my system steadily did. How ever I am able to deal with life so benzos are...
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    You mean MDD? Major depression disorder with psychotic features.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    Sleeping ok. Lost forty pounds in thirty months. I can see benzos being a abort panic attack option. I have chronic HAD and gabapentin works pretty well. I can't abuse it anymore it makes me have seizures. I have PTSD/OCD/MDD w psychotic features/ anxiety. So you see if I wasn't relying on...
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    Anxiety is the problem fadeaway. Seriously
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    For me they give me 90% of my life back. And I'm not tempted to abuse them.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    Klonopin\Ativan\Xanax\Valium. Are the drug for go to ptsd. Ever since I moved to TN my last doc yanked me off klonopin. Now I've already been through the acute withdrawals and now I'm just living the zombie mode. I don't have a card and I need to find a doctor that will prescribe me some...
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    Donate next monday month

    I'm tide up right no way but I do plan to donate next month. I'll be in inpatient for awhile. Thank you all for the genuine support.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    Wish me luck guys and prayerfully to God our Savior.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    Wulp trustpoint should be calling me back. M just scared and m nightmares are awful.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    Psych hospital. My head is not on straight. I don't know if I'll ever be sane again do to not being able to be on a benzo.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    I'm in TN where I hardly know anyone. If I was in Oklahoma I could. So there is a lot of problems with all of this. Hopefully I can get into trust point and stay for awhile. Give my dad a break.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    Wulp being tortured by the guards is what set it off. But yes because I was abused physically I'm alway shuttering in fear when he raises his voice.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    I need a new place to live. My anxiety and nightmares are so much worse ever since I've been here.
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    Childhood Physically abused from 7 -17

    My therapist says this is why I have PTSD. I was so hard headed as a kid that it took a good three years after I had left my dad to go through an even scarier psychotic episode. I think that's why my dreams are so violent. I was ran through jail with a catheter put in me and pulled out with...
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    Meds are great but i f***in hate them

    It you're not on a lot of meds try pharmagaba. It knocks me out and designated many side effects.
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    Mushroom Clouds And Nuclear Bombs

    Lol. Ya I don't know honestly. The more I think about it. The more you make sense.
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    Mushroom Clouds And Nuclear Bombs

    If something does happen I told it here. Iif it doesn't than I know I don't need to put so much emphasis on dreams.
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    Depressed and suicidal

    I'm so sorry. Ya I have constant dreams of God's judgment. I'm also cold turkey klonopin which is a good thing. I hope you can find peace. May the Lord rest upon you in Christ name amen and amen.
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    Mushroom Clouds And Nuclear Bombs

    For the record. Don't say I didn't warn you.
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    Weaning off gabapentin

    Ok. So my doc is seNding me from 300 three times a day to 200 mg three times a day for a month. Than we will go down another hundred mg and from there jump off eventually. As most of you know I had to ct klonopin because the doctors knew I wasn't going to be able to wean off such a drug. I...
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    Pharmagaba?

    If you are stressed and can't get a benzos this is the next best thing.
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