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Can't seem to re edit the above post for some reason, I meant accute stessor experiences. My mind sometimes plays tricks on me and right now I can't find where I saw that. Arg I hate that.

franciemarnie you focussed on the deers. Made me think, your description. How often and fast they 'red alert' and recover. I recently came accross an article somewhere that had some info on accute strein humans, and making the brain somehow smarter (adapt or something like that).

I don't know much, I just look at animals and find some peace in that, some acceptance too. Sides if something fascinates you, you tend to look into it. That's many moments of focus ( when you can) and so releave for me. Working with animals that's a wonderful desire !.

Sounds like wonderful place to decompress. Yes the stallions hurt themselves, there not 'snipped' on purpose because they're used for racing. Trainable yet, well can't find the right word for that kind of furry! The wild animal world is fascinating, I love the wale shark, not top of the...

I see, hope you find a way or anything on here how others worked it out perhaps. Holidays almost over were halfway there.

Dot, just a concatination .............lol...... (object oriented languages are now old too) still we have remotes, online bank transactions application, infrared devices) is all java beans and brew. Are they old?. I'm really trying to focus on putting commas in the right spots, end of...

Macca if fireworks are related to heavy artillery for you then that's shit. We don't have fireworks in this country. For the new year. I took care of breaky here, gifts were exchanged (lots of stuff send earlier unwrapped, little family ( most are dead, and dear friends sort off all over the...

OfoYes franciemarnie horses are healing, a stallion though... he hurts himself in the box before the races (testosterone). Would be nice if your black oneis the symbol of your strength. Shit about your wrist. Its rise and shine with the light for today and then were done with this. I'm already...

I through my blue prints out a long time ago and went by my gut. Was the opposite of practical but loyal to myself, willing to risk it. I don't want to be rude here, but I'll just through it at ya like I do with others. Maybey you just need to get l...d. Being just in lust is short lived...

You two are funny !. Sorry that compiling your scenario in C makes you scared. I think everyone is in a way but again ( don't know what you have to way off here).

Ya I see how your function iterates++ here nice result. Arguments not all clear to me here , their yours, not sure about all properties, (key) value pairs.....but the array starts with 0 and that's you ;). That's why it's a positive thing. The logical algorithm makes sense. I don't like...

Mmm binary code comparison k think about reversed engineering, all the code that has been build on top and is interpreted by c then up etc. sorry but I'm just saying there's a loy off layers there and totally entwined. Passions a variable loves is a constant. Being in love is just as much a...

I don't have a neurotic tiger in the chest I'm the 'huminal' that actually does the pacing. Not able to go riding because of these x.. holidays. Thats what calmes me down, she s as easily spoked as I am so strong and gives me all her power just like that. I find releave in the 4 rithms re my...

Yes and alcohol makes you skip the REM stage of sleep, which is very important. It also only affects the short term memory not the long-term. I was afraid of getting addicted to the clonazepam and didn't get a refill after finishing the first 30. The trazadone I noticed a negative effect (...

There is a reason why the body talks to us and still a natural thing. The sweats same thing. My anxiety was making me choke, I know now what it has to do with breathing. The process was explained to me after passing out from it (first time) by my docter. I probably wont tape myself on the...

I'm not sure what that prazodine is (don't know the latin name I had 2 types of meds and I'm not keen on medications, its the last resort (now their in the garbage) It was trazodone to help stay asleep, that didn't wirk anymore. Then clonazapam, it really knocks you out but not a good idea...

Scary s good in a way, fear protects too sometimes but then again I'm not trained like you. When the fuse gets short I put myself in my own custody. But while asleep there is no control over that and disturbed sleep rhythm for longer periods of time makes that fuse shorter. Sleep is to...

Scott USMC have you seen the other forum my combat ptsd?. You say you have been home for 4 years, but that doesn't mean "shit" can't come up or out when you don't expect it...... I know someone with combat ptsd that walked around for 5 years being fine (well so to speak). Then there is the...

I know we process our experiences during our sleep or recharge somehow. The subcontious is active One neightmare was so vividly bad it stays with me today. I hope for you that it doesn't get any worse. Somehow we individually interpret things in our dreams with symbols (hard to interpret if...

I have had nightmares like that and was acting physically out. Sometimes its hard to distinguish reality from dream state for a view moments, it scares me and it hurts. I keep nothing by my bedside. The reasons are also different for me but I became a violent sleeper and go through periods of...

People that are, You've said it goingonhopePeople 'think I'm going crazy or over emotional' we'll I'm sure here we don't.! What makes up people anyways all of us on here ? people with trauma issues ? delayed grief issues ?, ptsd issues ? Least we think about it ! Good for those that don't...

Charon, are you aware of the other site my combatptsd ?. Just wondering, I don't want you to feel worse 'there's horrible stuff on there, and horrible stuff on here. Only there people were all trained certain way. You were in the service and that site is tour of DUTY related so for you also...

Juls I wish I could have, its not a pc I use, merely a phone for 1 more month. I'll be so happy with my new laptop. I have trouble moving the little cursor and screen also. Hit post when not done and then compose further on another reply. The suggested word completion warps everything. It's so...

I didn' know there was complicated grieving. I didn't know there was such a thing as a delayed grieving process either, but it makes the stages soooo much stronger and at once. Especially the anger stage, it's dangerous. All my sensor's were so hyped, I jumped at every little noise, I was...

Rominggnome, after trauma loosing a loved one was different for me. My grieving process was 'delayed'. I don't even know when it kicked in but I'm guessing it was after I broke down 6 weeks later. That's when I saw a psychologist, she said something very significant to me " you can only hold...