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    Sexual Assault Humiliation & Degradation Part Of My Sexual Abuse Seems Worse Than The Actual Assault?

    I decided a while ago that it isn't worth even trying to figure out the mentality of a sadist sociopath - or those that cover for them. They are just totally vile. But yeah, I find their enjoyment of torture the worst part. I can't help but think the only way they would 'get' what they did is...
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    Sufferer Multiple Traumas And Self Doubt (pretty Long Post)

    The EMDR therapist had also given me this book "Recovery of your inner child" - I was very sceptical of this, and reading it I was still sceptical, and then later on something odd happened. Remembered sound of a happy infants school song, children singing (not me singing), no image, and a huge...
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    Sufferer Multiple Traumas And Self Doubt (pretty Long Post)

    Thanks for replying, I'l carry on with deciding...
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    Sufferer Multiple Traumas And Self Doubt (pretty Long Post)

    I understand gp docs are stressed and strapped for time, but to repeatedly fob off someone with clear physical illness, not refer to any services, and accuse me of making stuff up and just needing a boyfriend is downright unproffesional.
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    Sufferer Multiple Traumas And Self Doubt (pretty Long Post)

    That manager targeted me whilst I was really vulnerable, he knew I was going to counseling too. But abuse has happened since young child. The EMDR therapist wants to target general 'themes' rather than specific events as the latter would take years. We discussed the 'no one believes me' theme...
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    Sufferer Multiple Traumas And Self Doubt (pretty Long Post)

    I was conditioned to not trust my judgement from young child to adult. People around abusers turning a blind eye. So had gut instinct not to trust but then entrapped - I have been in some pretty weird situations, such as a school teacher watching me fight off a boy touching me up in middle of...
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    Sufferer Multiple Traumas And Self Doubt (pretty Long Post)

    Hello to everyone here, I have only just found this forum, I've read and relate to many of you here, and wish you well in your recoveries. Here is a bit of my story, and I am in the midst of deciding what to do about a therapy I just started. Hopefully it makes sense and doesn't offend or...
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