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Its not that easy tho. You are correct that this is just another iteration of unsavory behavior with better technological tools. But do we even want joe blow and sally may, with their bachelors degree, issuing edicts from their throne on the school board? Seems to me if we want to make it...

Rootbeer float. Favorite condiment?

Is fishing a thing that would interest you? Seems it would kill both birds with the same stone. Nature is full of wonder if you are willing to look and you will have to remain in the moment if you want to catch fish. I havent fished since i was a kid but i remember that i used to enjoy it. There...

Is this a problem you have after treatment? I fixate on things to a neurotic level and hypervigilance and anxiety keeps me on edge way more than I like.

I agree with the ice cube strategy. Water dilutes it to much for the same effect. Which is what you said but I also agree. Star trek or battlestar gallactica. Favorite outdoor activity?

Left weenus Favorite non domestic animal.

I got thru it. We talked about alot of things, it was good.

Australian licorice. Favorite weenus. Left or right?

Somehow talking to another stranger seems worse than talking to my current one. We met for business but had no personal relationship or repoire. I don't even remember if we ever actually spoke. And ya the need to get away is very compelling. Mentally, emotionally and physically.

My counselor was actually in iraq with me and we met a couple times in theatre. I guess i can start there. He is also a sufferer.

I agree I have to give this up to get back to whats important. But I'm still left with the baggage and having to trust my government in order to get help. Thank you for the context.

Maybe it would be better if i was a conspiracy theorist. My step dad is a Qanon and he is 100% committed that the good guys are in control. Shadow government nonsense. Its infuriating but he seems content with it.

This is good advice. I stopped following politics about a month ago. I clearly cannot handle it.

Sorry, but its always the same thing. People call me a conspiracy theorist. Wait 2-5 years and imagine my surprise when It turns out I'm right usually. I am smart, I've been tested but I'm not conjuring some crystal ball to tell the future. I just pay attention to things that interest me.

What happens when your "conspiracy theories" start being reported on by mainstream media? Are they "conspiracy theorists" too. I've never considered myself a conspiracy theorist. I hear things from both sides and look for the source. I used to listen to npr more than anything until Diane reames...

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Its good that he has you. Growing up without a mom messed me up almost as much as growing up with the mom I did have. Teach him about all the good things and bad that women contribute. It took me a long time to figure this out on my own. When you see women as something to be protected it makes...

Sometimes when it gets to be to much I kinda check out mentally and just want to burn it all down. Screw it, enjoy your dystopian nightmare while it lasts. If you don't care why should I? But I fixate on trying to do the "right thing" as you put it and have often said those things as well as...

I'm a mess.

I almost fell into the alcoholism trap when I first got home from iraq but I can't handle the hangovers. They last for days and are debilitating. I looked it up recently and I guess it's called hangxiety?

I've been in what I think is depression psychosis since at least sept 2021. I'm working through some things and my timing is terrible with the holidays being stuck with my dad. Which I'm torn up about. He has done some really awful things to me and my little brother but he has also been the only...

You can talk to me about your kid it might help both of us. And kids are always good.

This is good. All journalists lie, both sides, it comes with the job description. You have to review their sources and thats where the real mindfk happens. When you realize everybody is lying and manipulating with an agenda. I really just don't want any of it. I'm terrified of hurting people and...

Ziggy. Hes my cat/belly warmer/snuggle buddy. Favorite place.