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Why do so many people hurt me if there isn't anything wrong with me? Isn't that proof that I'm defective, that there's something wrong with me? I think I deserve it.

I'm going to wait until I'm not drunk anymore, then I'm going to e-mail one of my old professors and see if he can find me a place to stay in Prague. He really liked me and he helped when another guy was hurting me so maybe he'll help me now. I just want to leave here.

They said the only place for me to go is a homeless shelter. I shouldn't have to be thrown out on the street because my friend died.

The police said if they have to come back they'll arrest someone.

There is not. The police asked the same thing after he headbutted me and almost knocked my teeth out and almost broke my nose. He's just extra messed up since our friend died.

I don't either. It happened before I met him. I never even met those people. But he blames me for it. He blames me for everything. And I didn't want anyone at all murdered. I was only asking for empathy. I didn't want Christine dead either. She was beautiful. I don't understand how...

He flat out told me that I was trying to get him to murder people. It wasn't just my frakked up perceptions. Those are his exact words. And he said he's never been able to love me because his brother killed his wife. I don't think that was my fault. He does. Also, I may be a little drunk...

I guess this goes here. I don't know. I think my fiance is mentally unstable. Or ex-fiance, I don't know anymore. I was brainwashed by my abuser to believe that I had no grasp on reality. My fiance's behavior has been backing that up. He's been acting really effed up, and is trying to...

I thought we weren't supposed to proselytize on this forum @Tornadic Thoughts . You should try discussing something other than vegan propaganda once in awhile. I'm sure you have something more to offer the world.

Boyfriend says he eats a plant-based diet too. Every night he eats a large steak. The steak comes from a cow, and the cow in turn is composed of compounds derived from plants which the cow consumed. So it's plant-based. Really.

I used to get horrible nightsweats, still not sure why. When I'd get up my bed would be completely soaked, and I'd be dripping everywhere and looking like I just fell in a swimming pool. It only happened when I slept in my bed though. A lot of times I'd end up crashing out on the love seat...

Seconded. I just watched a Ted Talks video the other day with a transgender woman speaking about how much different her experience is now and how much less respect she receives since she's no longer a man. I really wish I could hug her for everything she said. It's so true. I used to work on...

Faun - Lupercalia

I've been going walking every day to attempt to get more exercise. It's been kind of difficult since I was having some really bad edema and had some fluid and crap in my lungs for awhile which made it hard to breathe. At first I couldn't get very far, but the other day I made it all the way...

Sucking ants. We went to the park, and I got to test out the aspirator that Boyfriend made for me. It works perfectly. He even found a tiny filter so ants always end up in the specimen vial, not in my lungs.

devil

I found a note from Boyfriend when I woke up this morning. He said it was okay if I post it here. Big lovings to my sleepy baby pie. Wake up my love and see the birds up in the sky. Go out my love and enjoy the big bright sun. You are my wonderful, my wonder number one. Wake up baby pie and...

I believe you. Someone poisoned my coffee creamer once and tried to force me to take some sort of muscle relaxers many times. My father also tries to convince everyone that I'm crazy. You're not crazy.

zombie

I read your posts in the rant thread. This guy sounds like a misogynistic asshole. If you're keen on ant-mediated vengeance, I think anaphylaxis from fire ant stings might be too quick and gentle. In my opinion, the best thing to do is drag him into the African bush and stake his ass to the...

Did they check your blood sugar?

hearth

To all who enjoyed my cooking rant of the other day, Sadness descends upon me as I write to inform you there will likely not be another. My kitchen has been rendered forever unusable. I had thought to attempt a rant regarding this, but I find myself too shocked by the madness that is my life...

amoeba

I'm not going to repeat what everyone else said, but know that I agree with them two hundred percent. It's interesting that you use the phrase 'telling on him' like you're tattling on another little kid on a playground. This does not compare to that. It isn't telling on someone. It's...