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Okay, thank you. I will see if I can find one to speak with. It's not that I'm trying to be someone else. The alias was made up by basically putting two and two together to create a name I liked or one that matched me, but the paranoia kicks in where too many people associate my name with my...

It is. I agree with you. It's a very sketchy thing. She's been my best friend for about 2 years and she's only had that kind of moment once and it was during a bad time in her life which is why I'm not looking too into it right now. Maybe I should and I'll be regretting it down the line.. I know...

That's what I've been doing with my private work but applying for a job where I'm not self managing it. A typical job. I don't think it's legal to put a nickname down. I have to put my full legal name and address.. that's what I'm talking about here. I never put my information if I don't have to.

Yes but my post got moved over to here because it had to do with relationships. I initially put it in the depressive thinking, I believe. Because I originally wrote this at 2am while wanting to disappear.

Sorry, when I say I had a feeling I meant the way they were acting toward each other but they didn't outright say it until near the end. I'm just more hurt by the fact that my friend and I made plans initially and I was dropped so quickly because she went and made new plans with this guy on the...

She made plans with me initially that we would hang out that weekend and then later that day while I'm at her place she invites her other friend over. Which I'm fine with. I enjoy the guy and he's a friendly person, but in the beginning I already had a feeling something was going on between...

Sorry for the late reply. I haven't been feeling too well. I can see how this would be a good idea for exposure therapy and practicing usage of coping skills and self management.. I haven't been able to get with my therapist due to complications so maybe next time I can bring it up to her. Thank...

A while ago my best friend was not in her best moment. This was out of character, but it happened nonetheless. Basically on a flip of a dime she asks if her and her guy friend could drop me off at the train station so that her and her friend could get together in bed. My friend and I planned to...

I don't know. I just don't like the idea of having my information out there. I'm worried if I let a bit of my information out then everyone will know it and someone out there will be looking me up and finding that information so they can use it to scare or get to me.. I know it's irrational but...

This really frustrates me. I've, so far, been lucky with the jobs I've gotten. I'm a private worker and at one point got a temp job through a family member, but that's it. I know I need to earn more since I don't charge enough(any more I feel would be ridiculous) but I get too worried about...

I don't know why but I decided to look over old texts and stuff I've written that talks about my past and I'm now feeling really sad again and I feel confused about everything. It probably wasn't a good idea but I eventually had to stop because it was becoming too much.. Does this ever happen...

Hello Mal Content, thank you and thank you for telling me that. I did not know that was a form of depersonalization. I have experienced both depersonalization and derealization.(I didn't even know there were different types until I spoke about it with my therapist!) The reason I called it...

I wasn't sure if I should put this here or under anxiety.. but anyways. I noticed that for some time now I'd be getting more anxious or nervous easily and at random times. I could be sitting in my room with no obvious stressor and I will all of a sudden feel my heart rate increase. I think...

I've had this feeling before and I think it's happening again. I don't know how to explain it other than as a lesser form of dissociation maybe? I basically just feel like.. not me. I don't know really who I am, what I'm doing here, how I got here(not physical/literal here.) It's an empty...