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Thanks all I will probably respond tomorrow. Emotional and draining day.

Alone, afraid, scared, confused... Lyrics to Hotel California. I once rewrote about my family. Their original lyrics below. "You can check-out any time you like, But you can never leave! "

Do you have a large pressure cooker, or can borrow one? Can bake in that I believe.

I love the ocean and sea. Yet it can be unforgiving place. Plus you help a lot of people here. :hug: But if you ever need to escape. Consider going to a port city. Never done it, but read about it. You can transport on cargo ship. Far safer than a raft. Even if just for a short summer trip to...

How true.... *Hug* if you accept. Thanks to know I'm not alone. I was running into half opened doors. Learned before going to sleep to take safety measures..as sad as that sounds. I've ended up going to Urgent Care for injuries I couldn't explain past couple years... When I was first referred...

From what I'm being told happened 3-4am. Going to have to increase benzo and herbs combo to sleep. I can't have this happening! My life is already a mess, and never a compliant from a neighbor. I will schedule appoint with p-doc next week. I hate medicines, and I hate PTSD. I hate it all. Sry...

Thank you for support. Never been told this before. I just hope it was just property manager getting home late, and hearing me since we live on same floor (and he is a good guy.) I don't want neighbors to think I'm a freak or dangerous! I hoping he was just concerned, and being discrete...

I slept late very late...miss called, and several text messages from property manager 4am. Making sure I am "ok" because he got message about "screams" from apartment, and I live alone. Had to apologize, admit PTSD and nightmares :( Probably nightmares, but could be D.I.D again.....

Now I wonder how do I explain when I see him again....I texted him I have doctor, but hate stereotypes of people with ptsd.

When you wake-up to a miss called, and several text messages from apartment manager from 4am. Making sure I am ok because he got message about screams from apartment. Had to apologize, admit PTSD and nightmares :( :( :( :( And I live alone....

@Muzikluvr posted if a different thread. Yet I can't get out of my head. Don't judge, or comment, unless you watch entire video. Republican, Democratic, or Independent - doesn't really matter. Why are we letting our country go down hill so fast. Anyone who knows some history knows faster they...

- Melatonin didn't help me. - Trazodone helped for several months, and was very grateful. Then stopped, and I wouldn't increase dosage. But everyone is different. If Melatonin helps you go for it.

Thanks all for sharing, and insight. I find this thread very helpful, and bookmarked it to reread when in better shape. @Ragdoll Circus Stay strong - you will get through this. Just the fact you survived your childhood shows how strong you are. *hug* if you accept.

I'm so sick of this 2-3 hours sleep....then awake. Then I sleep all morning.....This is so unhealthy.

-Review map of airport before you arrive in case you need to take mini-train to another terminal. All depends on airport. You can print out ahead of time. -Don't be afraid to ask for help. Even if from another airline or security guard. -I like noise reducing ear plugs for music/podcast (not the...

My brother told me he use to be told as child by our father, "he was a child of Satan." He'd f**king beat the hell out of him. Chasing him around. Beating him more, and more! Just brought back flashbacks. Most I don't remember - nor want to. Father is also in a religious cult. These people can...

That is for sure...

@ladee Rabbits can make nice pets, and you can house train them ;) Check out miniature or red satin rabbits.

Then I need a new rabbit hole, or maybe a hole with "lots" of compartments with some metal doors or gates.

Not much into country music much, but all about lyrics, and meaning to me.... Thanks to teachers who took extra time with me to protect me, and give me support.

@Not Important Agree to find new friend as someone mentioned. I've had friends of total opposite political viewpoints of mine, but at least we could have intelligent - rational discussions. But I won't tolerant people with such hatred. Sometimes you need to separate people from your life for...

Welcome to forum. I've been here a little over a year. Just reading other people's experiences makes me feel not so alone, and to understand myself better.

I've gone from barely sleeping to too much sleep past couple days --- if you want to call it sleep. Waking-up feeling more exhausted than before, and it looks like a tornado hit my bed. Even mattress pad was undone... uh... Obviously wasn't a good night at all.

@SheilaKathy If you have kids they will be forever grateful for power of attorney and legal will. Saves a lot of hardship....