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Welcome. I have ptsd and borderline personality as well.

Hello and Welcome.

I feel like it will do wonders for my mental health. We shall see.

Numb. My body won't let me feel anger. It's simply too much.

Red

To let go

True friends.

My first memories are what I know about Germany. I lived there when I was 3. Before life got so rough.

When your depressed do you replay hurtful situations over and over again in your mind? Do you find it difficult to stop the vicious cycle? I will tell myself things like...it is over it is in the past....People will hurt you, there are people who will not like you..this is just life. Focus on...

Sucky morning! Car trouble, no ride to appointment so had to cancel a much needed appointment with my therapist, had to be stern with son this morning (not really in my nature to do so. ) He almost missed his school bus due to his stalling, he forgot his lunch, my coffee tastes cooler than...

Shop

Shaved! Haven't in a very long time.

:sleep::coffee::banghead::bag::angelic::tup::tdown::tup::tdown::ninja::poop::photogenic::sleep::tdown::):angelic::coffee::hungry::bookworm::facepalm:

My dryer spinning. Kind of soothing.

Oops..no I can't...All I know is I feel better than last time. or I am just not feeling at all and in a partial dissociative state. . . which is still better than despair...am I right?

I helped my child make a holiday wreath today.

1. I see my therapist tomorrow morning! Thank God. 2. Should I tell my doctor I have been off my antidepressant for 2 months now? Still taking mood stabilizer though and if I do tell what will happen? 3. Well today is the day...if you cannot accept me completely the way I am...then I just took...

Chocolate

Flake

Prazosin helped my flashback/nightmare symptoms the most.

Great idea!

Actually after TONS of therapist whom I have had these "what I want to say but can't experiences"...I think I've discovered one I actually feel comfortable saying anything I need to ...my psychiatrist on the other hand? :tdown:

My children

No gardening experience, but wondering if working in a greenhouse would be therapeutic?

I made it through this day. I am not crying (like the last 3 nights).