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It's a battle, surely. I'm so happy that your counseling went well though! It is exhausting, dear god I know, but rewarding in the end! And yes .. I think I've found a comfort in this site.

@crazyhorse69 thank you a million. That made perfect sense. Although I don't feel enmesh meant is necessarily correct in my case, but you're dead on about the external not wanting to do something but standing up against odds. Not from my parents though. But yeah I don't want to talk about...

Oh hunny... Of course people will loe you. I'm sure there are some that do now. It's nt your fault. And it's important to know that it's okay.. You have. Right to cry and be upset. I would talk to someone, at least. Someone closer to home that can advise you better with your parents.. I don't...

Thank you, both.. @Cashew I'll look into both. And thanks for more details, @Ragdoll Circus. I'll work on it... It's just frustrating tht we have easy triggers but everyone else is fine. I hate it.

I would, but I don't have Facebook. I'm not a fan of people ha.

I have.. As well. I wonder why I still feel mine and you don't? I apologize . I don't mean harm or offense. I'm curious... I went to college for psychology and sociology. I love learning why people are the way they are.

@KwanYingirl I find this very intriguing.. I do feel I have a soul, more connected to it the others... Such as when I watch a horror movie, I feel like my arms physically being cut off itself and nausea.. So I don't watch them. But I would still love to work with a healer... I wish you the...

Whoops.. Happy face, not sad! :)

@SheilaKathy You are certainly a Person to admire. :) I'll send prayers and healing vibes your way... You obviously have a lot of drive, so take the time to rest now because you hav a lot of catching up to do. ;) @Bloomy I'm so excited for you! Keep me updated, let me know how everything...

I am on medicine (sarcastic Whoo here) but I still experience them. Should I talk to my doctor about upping dosage? I have been on the same for a whole now. And... What then is "healthy behavior"?

Whew. No shit. Everything gets brighter and you feel suddenly in tune. Hear everything. You're smart. What's going on? And how the hell do I fix it?

You're always so close, Cashew. You nearly are always the first to reply to my threads. And I respect you for that. How do you.. Fix a manic state? In a therapy sense?

So.. Yeah? What's the difference? How do you know the difference? Is one better than the other? Or is "manic" just use with disorders when you're actually just happy? (Ie: manic depressant - severely depressed with moods going from depression to manic states such as excessive spending money...

Ohhhh isn't that the truth! I believe my anxiety is partially fear of the outside world not understanding. That's why I prefer home. But at home I have my doggies that I smother with hugs and kisses. :3

Oh my gosh, those faces warm my soul! I have three dogs as well.. One seems to think the camera will steal her soul, so I don't have many if her. xD And you seem like a great person.. You've made me feel welcome. :)

I bet you are a fantastic mom. Good for you, dear. :D

Look at that! You sound like a fantastic person... And 3800 and counting?! That's stupid awesome. I was a marketer at one time, rather good at it myself. Congrats though... Whew what a feat! And. If you want share your photos send me some! Or maybe you have a website? I see the different...

But doing something positive makes you feel a little better eh? And you surely have other traits... You've been nothing but kind to me, albeit distant. But that's okay. :) You also seem very intelligent, quietly so. And you make my day a lot; you "like" a lot of the things I post, and you...

I had to share... She's so perfect. :)

So, tell me about your positive traits! We all deal with ourselves on a daily basis.. In a negative way. Let's change it.. Tell me what's good about you or your life. What are you grateful for? What are you good at? For me, I'm an excellent writer (from the trauma, so I'm grateful for the...

@crazyhorse69 can you explain more? What do you mean by enmesh meant? And what "boundaries" are you talking about?

@BlueOrange I do the same, no worries. I'll talk to anyone listen and all... But they won't know much about me. I keep it vague... Because the people closest to me have hurt me te most as well. Sometimes without realizing it, which I believe can hurt more. But hey. I'm here when you want to...

It is helpful. More than you know. Just knowing about certain links made my day better... This site helps, as well. Thanks a million. :)

I'll look into that, @shimmerz thanks. :)

@Saelben - every time I dissociate I "black out" .. Not literally black, but my heads not there. My body might be, but that's it... My head gets immediately foggy and heavy and I have a sudden desire to sleep. If anyone pushed me further, I snap to angry, like a five year old that missed their...