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@littlejoey ahh i get it now, im sorry I have ditzy moments! Thank you, got an appointment in about 1 and a half's time! I wont stop until I get more help.

Thank you @Ayesha

@Kas_Can_Fly Last year in the summer i saw 3 social workers who all had different opnions. one thought i was fine, the other was thinking of sending a team out that night to make sure i didnt kill myself. The third on said a bit of counselling and id be fine. My exerince of scoial workers isnt...

oops I meant @digger I will go see a doctor tomorrow. Sorry thats how i always reply, copy and paste that way i dont miss anything :L

@ digger I think seeing a different doc is the best immediate plan :) and even if there is a long waiting list for extra support, not even being on the list is only making it longer ;) @joeylittle I have no idea what you tried explaining, although i studied A level ict im totally confused...

@Kas_Can_Fly My boundaries are completely lost. I thought casual sex was bad. I now dont even want to have sex with anyone because i am confused. I think he is doing more harm because i seem to be loosing it more often now. I do completely think i will get addicted! Thank you for explaining...

@digger erm i think its to see a psychiatrist :L

@diggerHe obvioulsy hasnt exlained therapy right to me. So furious :L I became reliant on counselling and have been in and out of counselling for about highschool. I'll make an appointment to see a different doctor and will get myself referred!

@joeylittle I will try but the waiting list is about 2 years apprantly on the NHS

My GP told me PTSD was another label rather than a personality disorder since he didn't like the terminology :L

oh sorry I never explain myself right. Well therapy once a week or once a fortnight becomes like an crutch? I would become relying on the therapist to sort me out rather than me sorting me out?

@KwanYingirl Thank you I think i will. I've had enough of this Dr. @digger Would I become reliant on the therapy though? I dont want to be good enough to stop therapy then slip up again and have to go back a few months later if you get me? @joeylittle PTSD is borderline personality disorder...

@digger I feel I am giving my GP a bad name, he has helped me. I think he would be disappointed in me. He says im not trying hard enough when I feel shit. My friend who has been though similar problems thinks i should see someone else too. What kind of therapy is there?

I dont think your nuts at all. I think its kind cool! I was thinking about having a few crystals but I've no clue where to start!

I think you being a taxi driver is cool! I also think that doing a career that makes you happy is better than having a really 'good' well paid job and being miserable in it :)

@Nikki100 I try not to hide behind it but i find that difficult as well as it is a label. Thank you for your kind words. I'm glad I helped you!! :3

@joeylittle no other diagnosis. Doesnt stop me from wondering. I think there's something else but I dont know if thats just me.

@digger No he's not a psychiatrist or psychologist just a GP that has done a few courses in mental health. I dont feel I am getting enough support. Today for example has been pretty bad and I went to see him monday and he sort of dismissed me or i felt like i was being dismissed. He handed...

@Tanishq Yes it has been stuck in my head, I have no idea about brain washed.i think my Dr wanted me to stop? But it did stope when i left university. @Radise, I have no intention of repeating again. But my issue is what if I use this person just because I want company? I dont think i could...

yes every 2 months, no therapy, we are just talking if that makes sense? He doesnt want to see me until 5th November. I know thats what he said I just dont know when he said it. Or if im reading too much into it. Dangerous as in using people fir sex because I did that, i never meant to

Cant remember when he said it, was a while ago, it just stuck in my head, think it was when I used people for sex without knowing?

Currently I have no friends and no relationship. My doctor told me I was dangerous to be around. He also said I used people subconsciously and I don't want to use people. I am currently speaking to a guy at the minute , should I get involved? I have no idea if I'm still dangerous or if I would...

OMG yes I feel like I'm longing for my freedom. I've been feeling this for a long time. I just want to be free.

Wow that sounds good! I've always wanted to paint i just cant. I get bored with things too thats why i have so many hobbies!!! At the moment im knitting a blue and white stripey jumper but tomorrow I could play my guitar or I could make cards. And I would say painitng is special. It is special...

i'm sorry that you have been through this, it must have been dreadful. It is very brave of you to share this. Its so positive to hear you wont give up! That is good news. You sound like a really strong person! I'm glad your friend showed you, he never took your power.