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"My godson has become very fearful and is afraid this woman will kill him. He's five now." That is one of the worst sentences I have ever read. :grumpy:

Hello I get what you mean. For me it mostly occurs when my partner did something stupid/hurtfull and after being confronted becomes a little child and says softly "But I really did not want to." or "I did not mean to..." Yes, honey, I know. But as physical beings we should every once in a...

"My" supporter basically tabood the topic Mallaky. :D I am not spoken about, like some kind of childrens monster or horrible illness. I do not meet his family in any way and the only contact are the "Friendly greetings" he passes on. I have become the one who is not talked about and it makes...

Hello I had some amazing days, and feel better then ever. Even managed to do something that I havent done for over a year (dont wanna jinx it by naming it hehe) and two nights in a row I could explore something that I had forgotten. Calmness. I havent been this calm for a decade now, which...

Tell her these things, make it clear how difficult it is for you right now, and that a simple "Keep at it." is not enough for you right now. See what happens.

@Cashwe Do you say, you feel anger is good for you? Found that interesting, as I have to take so much care not to get angry, because I only get very very angry, never a little, and feel ill and sick for days after.

Ah, yes @FridayJones, I think its all a big misunderstanding. I should have said, that "I am keen to communicate that I am motivated and cooperative." does that sound better to the native speaker's ears? :D I think I am honest to a fault sometimes, so I did not understand why you said these...

Hello @joeylittle. Thanks alot. No, even more. All your suggestions concerning the canceled therapists dont work. So I think I am just gonna take their contact information, mail and phone, with me and give them to her, saying that if she wants she is welcome to check, as I forgot to document...

I dont understand what you are trying to say @FridayJones. Maybe I used wrong words? I am not bullshitting. :cautious: I dont tell people "what they want to hear". What? :bored: I just like to show that I am cooperative, and in the past people so often interpreted my issues as willfull...

Hello I am a bit desperate and confused right now, and would be very happy about any advice. I am just very clueless, as in: I have got no clue. So, I am getting welfare/unemployment money for a few months now. My welfare supervisor has no clue about PTSD whatsoever. She said, she would look...

I have avoided the news for many years now. The only news I look at any regularity are videogame and movie news. :wacky: I cant handle them. Just today my husbear showed me something he found interesting and I could not handle it. There is big difference how he and me percieve these things. It...

I have an ADD diagnosis. Its a big issue for me all the time, but I think its mostly PTSD. I remember when I sat at the doctor and tried to ask for help for all the scary emotional stuff and changes and he said something along the line of "I am not at all interested in this." when I had trouble...

I think I am doing it. I am really doing it. I am starting to live. For some people the challange is to get their life back. The challenge for me was living at all, to stop being a badly written, shallow character in another persons story. Being more then a background noise for people whose...

Its very nice to see so many people having issues with that. Well, that did not come out right. Its very nice to know im not alone with that. For the longest time I thought it was just a wierd and unpleasent, and at times even frightening, quirk of mine. The more you know! @Anarchy: Now...

Suicide and murder- Good for a laugh since 1945 Ha. Ha. Jesus H. Christ dude @Anarchy

Yeah it is. Can be. I have it too. I am insanely sensitive to sound and light, so much so that is can send me into a fit of mad rage, or autism-like meltdowns. Very scary when it started happening. I kind of adapted with earbuds, those foam cone things, that I wear at home and outside. For...

So, yesterday night the current crisis (got canceled on by yet another therapist. thanks bros, better only ever do cancel 20 hours before the metting you f*cking professionells. good job! fun fact: both therapist said they were experts in neglect. I think I misunderstood what they ment.) is...

Hello Medison, it is always a bit risky and -rightfully- frowned upon to give long distance, amateur, internet diagnosis but I think its safe to say your history aswell your symptoms are poster-child level typical PTSD stuff. It is 100% spot on. I can relate very well to the symptoms you...

Thanks so much @mytai Will try!

Thanks for your supports. Its so very appreciated. Unfortunately that friggin fudging nightmare is still going on. Last week tuesday I was supposed to have an appointment with a trauma specialist. Was walking on the walls already the day before, but then she called and had to cancel. That...

Wow, thank you for that. I have the first thoughts free of terror today. This is amazing. WooooooooW ! ! ! Big big thanks

Hello this is to those who know they suffer from a dissociative disorder. I would like to know if you can relate to what I try to put into words here. Any input appreciated. When I am not depressed, I feel confused. It seems to me, that other people have a much better grip on who they are. As...

Aah, to be free of the burden of knowledge - what a devine gift. Unencumbered by empathy and unbound by decency shall the morons fly through the teeny, tiny world in their heads, casting judgement on all they percieve below. May they never hit the ground.

I feel you. I too struggle with feeling confused and having identity issues. My whole life people thought I was just an inattentive daydreamer, turns out I have a big big problem with dissociation. I never had a chance to process anything in my life. It was only when I recently learned that I...

Is this for real? Shake my head. Answers: - As plausible as the moon turning out to be cheese after all. - As difficult as flying by throwing yourself to the ground and missing. - As voluntary as cancer. -As difficult as dividing by zero. -It could help, but only if he avoids crashing his...