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got the t-shirt

chorizo and cheese toasty (patented cure)

sickness

beer

quality street :woot:

Lonely and exhausted. Damned night watches.

always

dogs

Hell, ye- I mean...um... Romantic?

panting

Honeymoon! :woot:

dead (sorry)

You're right. You all are. I just have this terrible feeling that I don't deserve anything from anyone. Not gifts, not cups of tea, not respect and not love. See, I don't feel I've given enough to warrant getting anything back. If I had given enough there'd be a few more complete families and...

We see all!

See? Told you!

I don't know. I mean...I really don't know. I'm just really confused today and I feel terrible about everything. Any time anyone has to do anything for me that I could perfectly well do myself. I mean, my wife cooked dinner and made me a pot of tea and I felt like the worst person ever. She...

I'm really sorry. I don't know what to think about anything anymore. I just try to make things better, but always get everything wrong and just make things worse. At this point I would usually burst in to tears, but I'm at work, so that's not really an option. I'll just have to sit here with a...

I do. As much as ever. It's just that I can't control my emotions very well just now and it just feels so unfair to expect her to put up with that. She would be better off without me, I'm sure. She just doesn't see it. Losing her would kill me, but there's not much left to kill anyway.

you dirty buggers

in unusual places

Afraid I can't use chat, as I've just arrived at work; The Land That Java Forgot. I feel a bit better for getting it out and The Wife and I had a bit of a chat before I left the house. I honestly don't understand why she loves me, but it seems she still does. I think her judgement must be...

The thing is, I always have been the strong one. Not just in romantic relationships, but in everything. I lead people, I protect people, I rescue people and if needs be I get smushed doing it. I know that saying that makes me sound like a complete prick, but it's just what I do. I mean, 'if...

I'm sorry. I'm being selfish, I know. She needs me just now, as her own trauma is bothering her again, but I don't feel able to help her and it's crushing me.

Sure thing. You can't say anything that's worse than what I already think about myself.