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    Coffee Addiction - Are You an Addict?

    54%, apparently, though I wasn't sure how to answer most of the questions. Not being an American, I don't use the same terminology or make my coffee in the same way. Coffee comes as a powder, is made by the mug-full, needs milk and sugar and I drink it at work because the water makes tea taste...
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    Poll What Is The Cause Of Your PTSD?

    I think probably the childhood...unpleasantness...resulted in PTSD and a slightly perverse tendency to put myself in really nasty situations. The thing that actually led to my getting diagnosed was a largely unsuccessful rescue operation after a 'plane crash.
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    What Do You Value?

    Courage, integrity, sacrifice, responsibility, honesty, experience, achievement and, if I'm honest, reputation. It's important to me to have pride in the things I've done and to let people know (subtly) that I've done them. That's why I sometimes wear a baseball cap with my corps badge on it...
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    What Good Thing Happened For You On Christmas?

    Had a nice evening with my family, which meant xmas wasn't ruined by my being on watch all day.
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    Passed!

    Thankyou for that. There was a brief upset to my firefighting applecart when my heart rate went too high during part of the medical, but I did have tonsilitis at the time, so they're letting me in anyway. I start on the 9th.
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    Poll Does Your Anxiety Result In You Avoiding Public Restrooms?

    I'm happy enough to use public bogs generally, but if there are other people I tend to use a cubicle. That way people can't take advantage my attention being focused on matters 'in hand', so to speak...
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    Poll What Is The Cause Of Your PTSD?

    Can I have an option for 'all of the above'? Well, not quite, but pretty damned close, actually. I was never sexually assaulted as an adult and the one abduction attempt made on me was unsuccessful, but apart from that...all of the above.
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    You Might Be A Bit "old School" If...

    Yikes! I imagine that stuff is probably illegal now. Loose glass fibers are very dangerous. Like deadly.
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    Poll Do You Listen To Grunge Or Alternative Rock And Why?

    I saw Avenged Sevenfold once. They were supporting Iron Maiden at Twickenham. I'm open to all sorts of music, really, though I have a preference for music with an enjoyable melody and/or lyrics that tell an interesting story. As far as rock goes I don't really go for Alternative, prefering...
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    Poll Do You Swear More After Your Ptsd?

    Having been, in my time, both a trooper and a sailor my vocabulary is colourful and lively to say the least. I don't think I could swear more without all my speech becoming an unbroken string of expletives.
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    Poll Have You Worked Throughout Your Ptsd?

    I've worked. In the same job that caused it, too. That said, since I've joined the fire brigade my symptoms have almost completely disappeared. It's bizarre.
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    Bored. What Do You Do For A Hobby?

    I fly, grow fruit and veg, make homebrew, study Hermetic literature and debate theological matters with The Wife. Sometimes I go shooting with friends. I have a fiddle I need to learn to play and I've been meaning to get into clockmaking but it's very expensive. At the moment I also play...
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    The Title Game

    Witchfinder General
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    Passed!

    That reminds me of a shout the pump I'll be joining attended at the house across the road from me a few months back. The old woman across the road had gone to the shops, apparently forgetting that she was halfway through cooking a meal. Now that you mention it, I don't think I've ever seen...
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    Christmas 2012 / New Year 2013

    Christmas is my favourite holiday of the entire year. Alas, I'm on watch during the day, so the dinner (at my parents' house, as per tradition) will have to wait until the evening. My wife is considering following me down to the ops room in the afternoon and cooking something for the guys on...
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Exhausted. Bored. Uncertain beyond that...
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    fingers! (don't ask)
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    Navigation lights!
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    List Your Joke, Funny Caption To Brighten Ptsd

    It makes even more sense if you know that the Americans bury their dead in plastic outer boxes that look a bit like septic tanks, as well as just the coffins.
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    Self Blame As A Default Mode For Those With Ptsd From Combat, Medical Or Accidents?

    Unfortunately, in my case, there was a very real possibility that the actions of me and my team could have caused the deaths of those people. I mean, we did everything we could, but so much in our work is a judgement call and you won't know if you got it right until later on. It was two days...
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    Poll Do You Find It Difficult To Talk About How You Feel?

    I don't find it difficult, when I want to, but I usually choose not to. Going around letting people know what you're feeling all the time is a bad move. It's a conscious decision, the same as not taking all my clothes off in front of people: I could, but there would be consequences, so I...
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