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Hey everyone. It's been awhile since I've logged on, and I think it's catching up to me. Ive had more flashbacks than usual--pretty much every day--and they are more often than not triggered by sex. I have a lovely boyfriend who knows about my PTSD, who would never hurt me and is pretty mindful...

On Saturday, I almost killed myself--I was crazy drunk and pill-high and I cut myself deeper than I ever have before. Before that night, I had been doing such a good job taking care of myself and my suicidal ideation. But I knew I couldn't just wash my face and jump in bed and wait to deal until...

Hi everyone. I've been having a pretty hard time lately symptom-wise: lots of flashbacks, panic attacks, dissociation, suicidal ideation etc. I'm working now with my team to stay in school and stop drinking/SH-ing and other destructive behaviors, but I'm leaving for college in the fall--and I'm...

Hi all. Here goes: I was fourteen, and I had a boyfriend who would pimp me out to other men for money. If I came back emptyhanded or I made him mad in any way, he'd hit and/or rape me. I know that is clearly nonconsensual. What I'm more confused about is, I'm not sure whether to call my...