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Hmm. I sort of have diarrhea of the mouth when it comes to me. I tell everyone everything. But when people make me mad I fly off the handle too, and if they make me too mad they are basically dead to me. There's a slew of people that literally call me craZy Sandra. Which is fine with me. But we...

Hi I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. But you must put your own long term wellbeing first. He must get professional help, perhaps even some sessions with you, if you or he hope to be happy long term.

Welcome! I'm new too, but so glad to be here. BIG LOVE

Welcome Georgie!

I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. I have ptsd from childhood abuse, and my ex husband had combat ptsd, he did all these things you're describing. It devastated me and I ended up on disability. It's not ok for him to do this to you - he needs help, and if he can't get a grip and stop hurting...

I've been in meds since I flipped my lid in 2006 Just weaned off Zoloft a year ago, but I still use my Xanax occasionally. I forget it's available to me sometimes, like this past weekend. Freaking out panic attacks for two days before I even remembered maybe I should take a Xanax. Ugh. And I'm...

My dogs name is Duke Thanks for the welcome everyone! I'm really glad to be here.

I have been on many things, the longest run of any one drug was Zoloft. I stopped taking it about a year ago, and asked for Wellbutrin, which my doc prescribed with a warning that it could cause problems for people who don't have a healthy way of venting negative energy - might cause anger or...

I still have raging anger issues, eleven years after diagnosis. I moved to the mountains a few years ago and try to channel my negative energy into being in nature. It doesn't hurt that I moved away from a city with lots of bad history either - and it works most of the time

I know what you mean. I try to connect through simple things, like coloring books, and the occasional cupcake

Hi all My name is Sandra. I, along with my sister and two brothers, were sexually, emotionally and physically abused by our father. When my sister was fifteen she attempted suicide, and very nearly succeeded. It was so scary to see her in the icu. She went to an in patient program for a bit...

I realized that I was victimizing myself some years ago. It was a major breakthrough! Unfortunately I still struggle to take care of little me on a daily basis. But I give myself a Mother's Day card from little me every year anyway. Lol

Thank you everyone for reading and replying. I really feel much better, the panic is subsiding and now I'm just exhausted. I think I will try to have a conversation with him about this soon. Perhaps it is possible that the actual problem is not the secret, but the fact that it soon will not be...

Yes, this is my first post, I just found this place today, because I've worked myself into a complete mess, I'm literally sick with stress over this nonsense, and needing some outside perspective. He is just 22, and I'm acutely aware of everything that's been said here - why can't I trust...

My gut says this is a problem. I have to find the courage to tell him I can't be a secret, and I need to do it soon. My mental state is deteriorating fast, and if this actually ends badly I feel I will need to seek in house treatment asap.

I'm feeling completely devastated and I haven't even said anything to him yet. ☹️

Thank you albatross. I shall reevaluate.

we do discuss the future. His family does not know about me. No one does. He tells me to hold on, we will eventually be together. I do feel that the sex is very motivating for him. And I have given him all access. He says his family has disapproved of every relationship he's ever had, and their...

Thank you girlA, it's good to know I'm not alone ❤️

Courage

I was abused as a child - until I was able to make my escape at 18. I was very self destructive, worked as a prostitute, drank and drugged, but finally stabilized a bit at about 23. At 25 I married an abusive older man, (30yrs older) then after divorce I isolated to the extreme.. no commitments...