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:shy::shy: ... I appreciate your words; at the same time they terrify me, as I have never....properly recognised the magnitude of the abuse I suffered. I have only had one disassociated flashback, and one real memory, which is so horrific my skin crawls when I try to think of it. I am seeing on...

Ps I really do appreciate the response. And I really admire your positivity. After what we have been through, the last thing we should have to fight for is our happiness / any sense of safety now.

Thanks for this. It`s .... I have terribly high expectations of myself and what I think I should be. I`m so bloody hard on myself it`s untrue. I was also successful but I had a lot of detritus from when I was younger so I`ve never fulfilled my potential. Thing with me is I know what caused the...

Hi, I`m new on today as well. My issues are so complex I`ve never even been able to stay in a relationship, let alone have children. You sound an incredibly strong person with a beautiful family. And hey, you have friends; one more thing I struggle with. Good luck x

:shy::shy: well.... like this weekend. nobody has contacted me to even see if I'm okay. everyone is busy with their own lives. Its the world cup, England are playing and I love football but have no one to watch it with. I had to leave my ex because I can]t be with someone its just too...

I always thought the fact that my relationships and a my potentially great friendships always failed because of me - because I was boring or moaney or not interesting enough. I know now it`s because of my past, PTSD, Panic Disorder and BPD. I have tried desperately to access help repeatedly...