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I apologize for the rambling in advance. This is just an update. I feel like it has been so long since I last posted a thread in this forum, let alone on any of my forums. The truth is I missed everyone here. I've made some minor as well as major changes, I've finished school and much more as...

I've been sleepwalking again. I know its been a while since I've signed in here so I figured if I'm going to do so today I might as well post. A lot has been going on in my life lately. I have yet again stopped seeing my therapist, I have ended and begun a new relationships, I am considering at...

I know I shouldn't but I feel depressed tonight. Ive been sitting here today thinking about Life, where I've been where I haven't where is my life headed where would I be if I did everything differently. I deeply regret my past because If I did so much better and tried in high school and I...

Ok so I got a call today from my psychologists office that I need to pick up a prescription for Xanax, Why would my therapist prescribe this and what does this mean for job searches? I've heard different stuff about side effects should I be worried about it?

So therapy went really quite well and my Therapist really pointed out some interesting facts that I didn't think of personally. She also told me that if I wanted to I could report him for stalking me when he did and I could get a restraining order, assuming I had proof that he was stalking me...

I was sitting around today at my grandmothers house doing some cleaning and I took the time to stop and wonder how many Vitamin C I would need to kill myself. It was a small bout of depression and suicidal Ideation but honestly could one ever take too many Vitamin C it was simply just a thought...

I'm so angry at my dad, he never follows simple directions. I relay something my mom told me to get him to do and he does something different. He was supposed to simply call and say my grandma would be picked up at 2 and no he can't even do that he called and said 3pm which is not what my mom...

I'm going to therapy Friday and must admit I'm quite nervous she will label me crazy. I don't want that label I just want to be me and be normal. I still have yet to walk into the taco bell and I will openly avoid going there with anyone I know. I will go out of my way to the one near my house...

I finally talked to my dad today about how I've been feeling recently. I was able to tell him how paranoid I am but I honestly don't know if he really understands where I'm coming from here. When they rescued me my dad was much more receptive then my mother. And now I feel like that's still the...

I'm becoming much more distant as the Anniversary is already halfway through its cycle and doesn't end until October. Its been 2 years and I had to make an appointment to see my therapist. It's affecting my relationships and friendships. My family hasn't noticed it. I am getting more nightmares...

I absolutely love and adore my boyfriend but sometimes its hard to explain my PTSD to him.Thanks to my attack my PTSD makes me extremely Paranoid, and Self Conscious. I have got physical scars from my attack and some of those scars not visible by my loved ones, make me afraid to go see my OB/GYN...

I was feeling so depressed. I used to be a self harmer and tonight when I thought I would start self harming again, my best friend messaged me right at the perfect time. I was feeling so alone I don't know why it was just a sudden thing.

I apologize for the long post. This morning before waking up I had a nightmare, again about my attacker. This one my mother and brother were in it and a woman I feel I should know already just cant put my finger on it. It took place at a church that during the day sold fresh produce. I was in...

I feel like even though my abuse started through email contact, and eventually dissolved to Facebook before being in person, that I'm much more conscious about going on social media websites. I rarely go on Facebook anymore as I do have a friend who is friends with my attacker. That being said...

I was diagnosed with PTSD over a year ago and stopped seeing my therapist. I recently have been under a lot of stress and scheduled an appointment with her this coming month. Im worried though, I have been hearing these voices in my head. Each of them there's 2 have different opinions. Sometimes...

Hi my name is Lauren I have PTSD due to a violent attack 2 years ago. Just thought I might say hi to everyone out there.