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    Hello

    My daughter accused me of treating her two older brothers much better than I treat her. I am at a complete loss. After a session of cutting, I buried myself in bed. I don't know what the point is to just keep trying. Everything I do is crap. I am broken beyond repair and maybe it's time to exit...
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    Hello

    Hello, I am a 48 year-old woman who has suffered from depression and panic attacks (although I was never allowed to figure out what exactly was wrong with me until I was 30 because it was considered weakness) ever since I can remember. I have taken about every anti-depressant there is and they...
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    As I Child I Longed To Be An Adult

    I have NO ONE to talk to....no one to "share" in my discoveries. I was raped 40 years age by my oldest brother, but suppressed the memory until quite recently. In a way, I feel more alone than ever.
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    As I Child I Longed To Be An Adult

    I have learned so much about why I feel "broken." Will I ever feel "fixed?"
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    As I Child I Longed To Be An Adult

    3D? Do you mean an actual group?
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    As I Child I Longed To Be An Adult

    Thank you. Is there an online group you suggest? Or, have I already found it?
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    As I Child I Longed To Be An Adult

    @ptsdspouse2b, I hope you are right. I'm in a very difficult point in my life - probably the worse ever - and I have contemplated suicide more times than I can count. I had absolutely no idea where my major depression and panic attacks originated from. Now I know it was my rape by my oldest...
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    As I Child I Longed To Be An Adult

    This is so eye-opening. I suppressed my childhood rape and assault for 40 years. Only now am I able to see the effects it had on my entire life. I always longed to be a grown up (youngest of 5 by many years) and I've always been a perfectionist. I went straight from the perfect student and...
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