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I woke up feeling pretty good this morning. Of course it helps when you have a dog who is overly excited to see you every morning. I am bound and determined to keep this feeling going. Feel positive.
I realize that I may have to keep my mouth shut when my nephew spouts his extreme Christianity. He has really gone over board and friends that called him on it on facebook have been unfriended by him. He can't accept anyone else's view. It's really kind of sad.
I made one son a sandwich. For the other son I bought him a new lofty mattress pad. His bed is so old. Hopefully this will make it more comfortable until we can afford a new mattress.
Anger. My son's car broke down and he is taking his anger out on me. I hate when he does that. Really gets to me. Now if I was a person who didn't feel other people's emotions this would be so much easier. UGH.
I feel worn out. We need to fix our basement, have needed to for years, because it keeps flooding and my son got all over my case about it. I don't blame his frustration, it is stinky, but why hold it against me? I can't handle his anger, then that got the younger one questioning our finance...
A bit sad. My son's friend, a seventeen year old boy, is dying from a heart ailment. He needs a transplant and has needed one for some time. Tonight they had a make a wish party. That can't be a good sign. For those that pray on here, please pray for the young man. There is some guilt that while...
Buddy in her halloween gear. She didn't like it and was grateful when my son took it off. lol You can hardly see it because of all her hair. It is a collar of ghosts.
Today was a better day then yesterday. Meter is still down but not as bad as yesterday. Still haven't colored. To put it in perspective I was coloring about two pages a day, down to nothing. I'm hanging in there. It has helped that my husband is home at night these two days.
Been feeling a little blue lately. First I stopped exercising. Then I stopped coloring. This is not good. I'm going to keep an eye on it. I went off my abilify because it was too expensive. Hopefully this is not a start of a downward spiral.
Well I managed to make my sister angry by telling her I wasn't going to do something she suggested because I didn't want to make my dad angry. Can't win. I hate it when people are angry with me.
I picked my son up from school, instead of him taking a bus. He needed to meet with a teacher and get something signed. He wasn't sure he'd make the bus. Kind of last minute. I don't mind. I wasn't busy.
I feel pretty good. Spent some time with my husband and son this morning. Son was in a particularily good mood. Played with the dog. It was so cute. I'm tired but happy.
I'm happy that I am going to lunch with my sister, though it cuts into my nap time. I will just have to make sure that I bring my medicine so I don't fall asleep while I am with her. She prefers it if I am conscious. lol