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Part IV - Full Circle I had eventually shunned my friends. Where I had felt strangely abandoned, so did they. I should've been there more for my friend who's sweet, loving father died suddenly. My mother had married a man yet again - the fourth one in her life. They are fortunately still...

Cherryblossom suggested maybe I should share some of my artwork here. I most certainly don't mind so here ya' go, I'll post some of my work and sketchbook pages up here. Life Drawings & Sketchbooks (Omitting full nudity, just in case): 10 Min. Study, focus on coracobrachialis and the pecs...

I think I just need to find a way to stay self-moto for sports and exercise on my own. The issue is - ice skating costs money, and I don't have much of it right now until I finish school and/or get my portfolio to where it needs to be for major pro work.

Indeed. I was thinking about this today! I actually do better during hockey season, when I'm playing with my girls. Hard work, practice and a game every weekend, ice skating every week - It was a great outlet. Now, the season is over, the thrill of competition is gone and I just went nuts...

Going to post this whole song - it's fairly short lyric wise. I was watching The Hangover II tonight with my father and heard this song for the first time. Shocked at how much I relate to it. Johnny Cash - The Beast In Me The beast in me Is caged by frail and fragile bars Restless by day...

I am going back to yang style Taiji and Qi Gong on Monday with my Sifu... who's also a good friend. I haven't done it in years though. I think it's time I took them seriously

Bowie

Grease

Love coming your way from a sufferer, Angus. I can relate somewhat to your wife. I go to school a few hours away from my home with my boyfriend. When I am up there and immersed in work, I can either ignore the PTSD for a while and distract myself or feel like I'm isolated enough to concentrate...

Art is my life, my career. I'm currently in school honing my skills. I had posted a message on my facebook regarding my CPTSD, it was a step for me to admit it to everyone. My anatomy teacher sent this to me: Your a very talented artist and people with that ability see things in a different...

Steak

Welcome to the PTSD forum, I'm just a few days into my stay here and it has already helped tremendously. >>Do you any of you ever feel like you are out of control of your own actions? Do you say things to hurt someone without understanding why you said it? Do you do things that lead to your own...

Burger

Frost

Like an insecure dog trying to lay on the feet of its master for warmth. I'm very good at socializing with people, finding common ground, bulding rapport The issue is how attached I get to them and how quickly. It frightens people

Today is father's day. I am thankful for my father today, and I can't wait to have a beer with him. I count my blessings and consider myself lucky to have a great relationship with him. I love you dad. Thank you for everything. Edit: Sorry, tomorrow is technically father's day but we are...

Round 2... this is actually really helpful... 16) I make my clients happy 17) I make kids happy when I help them pick out the perfect hockey equipment 18) I know how to sharpen ice skates 19) I know how to restring a baseball glove 20) I make cool costumes, like the Tusken Raider I'm working on...

teddy

Yes definitely. I think this is why I'm slipping so terribly. I recently finished my first year of art school with a 3.3 which is an accomplishment in itself - I've a history of academic probation for years at community college. It is a high stress, high demand, high workload school - 10 classes...

Maybe we can "Inception" your dreams. Gotta plant the seed! haha

:D I listen to APC so religiously, haha. Their latest album is a little political, but it has a great mellow cover of When The Levee Breaks. Speaking of Garbage, they are working on another album together after all this time. They got me through some hard times, I won't lie.

I had to post all of the lyrics to Forty Six & 2 Sorry. They all mean something to me. Garbage - The Trick is to Keep Breathing [V2.0] "Can't bear to face the truth So sick he cannot move And when it hurts he takes it out on you And lately I'm not the only one I say never trust anyone...

The only one that really grinds my gears is the "You could be worse off" type of thing. My roommate in college this past year said to me "Just get over it. He can't hurt you anymore. Why do you keep living in the past, just f*cking get over it?" Excuse me? He is still hurting me. His scars...

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