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    Why Do I Want Compliments Then Freak Out When I Get Them.

    I have thought about martial art for me and my girls (24, 18, 14) when they were younger. Now I would really love to get the 14 year old and myself in something. I was raised with 3 brothers and a Marine Corp family, so it was not that I could not restrain a person. I have come to the...
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    Sufferer Hello, I Will Likely Not Stay Long.

    well I saw her today. She was sick. The team there are discussing my treatment more. See a year ago, March 17 2013, I started having seizures, and they found gliosis cells in my brain.(not cancer, not a tumor) but these cell inflame and I seize, or forget, or get confused. Last seizure was...
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    Why Do I Want Compliments Then Freak Out When I Get Them.

    I worked hard to get fit for my senior year of high school, I was overwhelmed, please and frightened by the attention. Then I was raped. My defense mechanism 338 pounds. I have been working on that through general family therapy and am stuck at 270. I am having nightmares again and just the...
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    Sufferer Hello, I Will Likely Not Stay Long.

    Thank you, I looked into emdr because my psychiatrist wanted me to try it since I am still , well broken, I told her I did not want anymore therapy, talking is not fixing it. The more stress ,, lack of control.. I hate my responses.. I am not normal. Any way she described it ,, i looked it up...
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    Sufferer Hello, I Will Likely Not Stay Long.

    Well I attempted youtube research. I have two fears. One it will not work . two it will not work and unlock that which only rears its ugly presence when I am overwhelmed and I find myself back in a fetal position in the middle of a grocery store. *quite embarrassing or losing control of the...
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    Sufferer Hello, I Will Likely Not Stay Long.

    EMDR therapy sessions for PTSD, uses a light bar or touch sensation or both. I could not remember the name sorry.
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    Sufferer Hello, I Will Likely Not Stay Long.

    Thank you, I appreciate your words. I try to ignore the inner self pointing out how insignificant I am. so insignificant that even paid professionals have better thing to do. I repeat, like in the child's book, I am some one significant, I do matter, I will get better. I am sure many PTSD people...
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    Sufferer Hello, I Will Likely Not Stay Long.

    Hello, I will likely not stay around long. I am searching, searching for ways to make it stop. I suppose as long as I am searching I will still be around. I know PTSD may have started differently for everyone. I know or was told for some it is a stacking of buckets. The more anxiety attacks...
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