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The title is what I need help with. I want to be happy, but I'm honestly not sure if I know how (or where to really start)? I finally recognize that this is my life and I can live it how I want to (and how I could -because I don't use the word "should", to best love myself). I feel so depressed...
All I know is that I cant take it anymore. Its not that I don't want to, its that I literally can't physically, emotionally, and mentally take it anymore. I have gone 30 years (my current age) without having a single need truly met (other than from myself, and my own efforts). My family treated...
Most days, as of late, I feel that I don’t want to live anymore. I have no way out anymore. I don’t want to kill myself, but it seems thats the only way misery will stop. I refuse to be a punching bag for life. For everyone to just keep wasting my existence (which I have come to learn is...
This entire post is just ramblings of things going through my head. I would love some help sorting all of this out.
This forum is the only place I have to turn besides my husband, who is no doubt completely engulfed by this (me) as well. We moved 1300 miles (2 states) away from both of our...