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    Childhood The narc sperm donor tries to force contact?

    I'm 17 and have nothing to do with the sperm donor. He sexually abused me as s kid and emotionally abused me through visitation as a young teen. ( sperm donor divorced my mom) this week he and his narc shitbag girlfriend went to court to get custody of my siblings. The shit bag looked at my...
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    Childhood What Does This Dream Mean?

    hi! My father molested my as a young child. If you want to read my story go to my profile. I had a dream a few days ago and in my dream I was sleeping as a little girl and someone came into my room and I felt something penetrate me in my vagina. I don't understand what does that dream mean. Was...
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    Childhood What Effects Did You Child Sexual Abuse/ Incest Have On You?

    Hey. My names babydoll. I was sexually abused by my narcisstic sperm donor (father) as a young child he also abused my mother. I believe that I have more repressed memories but I only have flashbacks of one. In my flashback he is fingering me in the tub at 4. When the flashbacks appear I have...
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    Childhood Csa + Incest +body Memories/ Ptsd Oh My..

    Hi guys. I was sexually abused by my shitty sperm donor.Read my story I don't want to rehash. https://www.myptsd.com/threads/scared-of-the-monster-bb-dolls-story.64463/ Anyways, when I was little I would masturbate all the time. And it would feel amazing to me. I would masturbate with dolls and...
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    I Am Disgusted With Myself... {bby Doll's Story Pt. 2}

    Hi. If you want to know my story click this link. I don't want to repeat it because it will make me feel more depressed. https://www.myptsd.com/threads/scared-of-the-monster-bb-dolls-story.64463/ Ok. So I had a mental breakdown 3 months ago. I tried to commit suicide by slitting my wrists with a...
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    Childhood How Do I Get Out!?

    Hi. I'm 16 years old and I'm suffering from what I believe to be bipolar disorder and ptsd. I don't want to repeat my abuse again so click the link and come back to read the rest. https://www.myptsd.com/threads/scared-of-the-monster-bb-dolls-story.64463/ Ok. I was sexually abused as a child by...
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    Sexual Assault Scared Of The Monster- Bb Doll's Story

    My parents used to be married. My narc father aka the monster divorced my mom when I was 6 years old. He used to abuse my mom like a damn coward. He would spit on her punch her and call her a failure btw she went to college and earned a masters degree white he never finished high school with his...
  8. XXbabydollXX

    I Can't Take It...

    Hi guys I'm 16 yrs old and I was molested at 5 or 6 years old by my father. I have flashbacks often and I began to have anxiety and stare of into space like I'm just floating through this world. I cut my self because I can't stop the flash backs unless I cut or burn my self. I feel like I will...
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    Is This Dissociation Or What?

    I was sexually abused as child at the age of 5 or 6 and my father was never convicted because the court said that they don't have enough evidence. Anyways,I am 16 now. I was at his house visit because that is what the court orderd. I get flashbacks of the abuse and I stare off into space and...
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    Undiagnosed Teen Girl Suffering From Ptsd, Possible Bipolar, And Paranoia

    Hi I'm 16 years old and I live in the usa. I was sexually abused by my father when I was 5 or 6 years old. My parents are divorced and I suffer from un diagnosed mental illness. I believe I have ocd because I cant go an hour with having compulsions. For example if I go up stairs and it's dark I...
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