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Today for the first time in 12 years I stepped foot in the hospital I watched my grandmother die in. As I walked the halls toward my nephews room I felt my hands start to shake. I tried to push down the feelings cause I know my sister needed me. I feel proud that I was able to stay in there for...

I have never really liked Drs and when I was put in charge of my grandfathers care I was constantly fighting and arguing with them and other members of hospital staff. I only go when I absolutely have to and I'm a nervous wreck the whole time, I have an appointment this coming Monday and I'm...

Today would have been my cousins 26th birthday he's been on my mind lately I miss him. And in 5 days will be 8 years my grandpa passed away the strongest man I ever knew. He used to give the best bear hugs they could make you feel so safe. Its so hard to think about them and not start to cry...

Deaths of people I loved always comes in 3s of some form. I've buried 18 people in 12 years all different ages all different reasons. It all started in 2004 when my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer in May and passed away in July as I held her hand and told her it was OK to I'd take care of...

Hello, having a slight panic attack as I type this, I have been living with PTSD since I was 20yrs old but never really realized what it was till recently. I have been through so much in the last 12 yrs that I don't know who I am anymore I just know I'm not the same person I was. And the last...