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I was sexually assisted by 3 males at the age of 19, one was consensual before I blacked out, the other two were not. Since then, I have been extremely aroused by BDSM, enjoy role playing situations where I am dominated and can only ever reach orgasm if during sex I am fantasizing about rape. I...
I am wanting to engage in trauma processing and EMDR, until now I have not done any therapy of this kind. During the time of my trauma, I was under the influence of escstacy, and am concerned that this would have impacted my ability to file away memories. I know that dissociating during trauma...
Hello *waves*
This is my first post here and my first attempt at writing my experiences down. I have never done this before (especially in a public forum), but I am hoping that it will bring some release for me, and take some power away from the hold the experiences have on me. I experience a...