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If you must worry about her, then think that she can be frustrated with herself for not being able to help you. So you would actually be helping her by letting her know how you feel.
I think printing out your initial post and handing it to her to read would be a great idea. A bunch of people...
I'm also glad to hear that the second session went better. I've read quite a bit about EMDR and have had a few sessions myself. I understand that it is "normal" or "expected" that you will be reprocessing for some time after the session is over. Although my therapist has been very careful...