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I have had similar dreams, where my ex shows up and either seems to behave like my attacker or says/does something that hurts me emotionally. He was emotionally abusive in real life too, and very manipulative. But I think my dreams are an extension of my self-hatred, more than anything else. My...

@Echo comparing my life to other peoples is like a terrible, soul-destroying habit I find really hard to kick. All around me, my friends and family are getting on with life and being happy, and while I'm pleased for them, and I am, I'm also really disappointed with how life turned out, and that...

I don't blame him, but he's inextricably linked to the rape. I understand what you are saying, @open eyes, and in my rational mind I know that, but my emotions don't tally up with what I think. I have these nightmares about both my rapist and my ex, and they start to blur into one another. @Echo...

Hi First off, I'm new to the site and I don't know what the rules are about posting content to do with sexual assault or rape - am I supposed to use a trigger warning? If so, please consider this that warning. What follows is not graphic, but is related to those issues. I have recently been...