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I'm sorry but your relationship almost sounds like a fantasy I created in my mind years ago. I survived using my fantasy ( understanding spouse, coping without telling anything about my, it seemed so real, I wish I could go back there when things get tuff.
I am 45 and I went thru life, with this complete feeling that I was a curse and that I was less than everyone else, due to my childhood trauma. It seemed like I was destined to been everyone's whipping post. I thought that was why I put here. Therapy is helping me a little but I wonder if I'll...
I remember when things were so bad, I always tried to escape to a fantasy world. I can't remember how long ago it started but I know the more stressful the situation the more time I seemed to lose. And I don't really remember my fantasies but they had to be better than reality.