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UPDATE: We had prior plans of attending a hockey game next week. Today, he messaged me asking if I would like to go as friends. Obviously, I said yes (as long as he was comfortable with it) because I have not seen him in x amount of days. My question now is; is it ok to ask him how he is...

Not sure if anyone has posted this and it's a total sap top 40 song but... Rihanna Close to You "...I know you don't need my protection But I'm in love, can't blame me for checking I love in your direction, hoping that the message goes.."

Keeping hope that one day he'll reach out to me again. Until then...I just wish him the best. Thank you all for the love and support. PTSD is a bitch and I'll never forgive it.

Well.... Tonight, J decided to walk away from us, our relationship. I'm a wreck. I tried so hard to reason with him. I feel like he never gave me a chance. Never let me be there for him. He just assumed that I wouldn't be able to handle it. Told me I deserved somebody stable who "wasn't about...

When is it PTSD? When is it him being an immature jerk? I'm sorry... I can't stop thinking that he is drifting away because he just doesn't like me anymore.... Feeling really low today. Told him I missed him and got no reply. Not sure how to handle this...

I haven't seen him in 4 days. I just worry. Our communication has been little to none so I think I'll shoot him a text later just to check in...

I'm in the same boat. I don't know whether to be there or not. The last thing I want to do is be a nuisance because then I'm defeating the entire meaning of my purpose. I've notice that anytime he is sick or has a medical issue, he falls into his darkness. It's not nearly as bad as his...

That's what I feared. He's been dealing with some dental issues which has caused him to call off work. He told me today that he feels like he is letting everyone down and that he is useless. I tried to assure him that the workload was being distributed between the other mechanics but of course...

First, let me thank you for the warm welcome and eye opening information. I fell for his whole being and I'll be damned to become another person who has walked out of his life. I know it won't be easy but I honestly feel in my heart that he is 100% worth it. Right now he's in one of his...

@Sighs Hugs are very much welcomed. Thank you so much :)

Hi... About a week ago I stumbled upon this site/forum in dire efforts to learn more about PTSD. So many sites, although full of information, were text book. Here, I found the REAL. The REAL voices of both sides. I've been very hesitant to post in fear that J (my boy) would somehow find it. I...