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I apologize for the rambling in advance. This is just an update. I feel like it has been so long since I last posted a thread in this forum, let alone on any of my forums. The truth is I missed everyone here. I've made some minor as well as major changes, I've finished school and much more as...

I wanted to add I have been writing poetry again and that I don't tend to sleep walk if I do write something before bed. Maybe it makes some sort of difference I'm not sure.

I've been sleepwalking again. I know its been a while since I've signed in here so I figured if I'm going to do so today I might as well post. A lot has been going on in my life lately. I have yet again stopped seeing my therapist, I have ended and begun a new relationships, I am considering at...

I know I shouldn't but I feel depressed tonight. Ive been sitting here today thinking about Life, where I've been where I haven't where is my life headed where would I be if I did everything differently. I deeply regret my past because If I did so much better and tried in high school and I...

We didn't discuss any prescriptions in fact she knew I was quite concerned about any medications. I was quite confused to have gotten a call about it, anyways im contacting my office in the morning to talk to my psychiatrist. @WillyKat I did mean to say psychiatrist even after a few years of...

Ok so I got a call today from my psychologists office that I need to pick up a prescription for Xanax, Why would my therapist prescribe this and what does this mean for job searches? I've heard different stuff about side effects should I be worried about it?

So therapy went really quite well and my Therapist really pointed out some interesting facts that I didn't think of personally. She also told me that if I wanted to I could report him for stalking me when he did and I could get a restraining order, assuming I had proof that he was stalking me...

Better @Padfoot, I have therapy tomorrow Friday 27.

Thankyou for the tip @Barberian

Ok @Barberian At the time It made perfect sense and was all I had in front of me. Im going through some changing times and its hard to think about.

I was sitting around today at my grandmothers house doing some cleaning and I took the time to stop and wonder how many Vitamin C I would need to kill myself. It was a small bout of depression and suicidal Ideation but honestly could one ever take too many Vitamin C it was simply just a thought...

I'm so angry at my dad, he never follows simple directions. I relay something my mom told me to get him to do and he does something different. He was supposed to simply call and say my grandma would be picked up at 2 and no he can't even do that he called and said 3pm which is not what my mom...

I'm going to therapy Friday and must admit I'm quite nervous she will label me crazy. I don't want that label I just want to be me and be normal. I still have yet to walk into the taco bell and I will openly avoid going there with anyone I know. I will go out of my way to the one near my house...

Ayesha I was in a situation where I was held against my will by an older man I got away from him one day and waited for my family to find me because by then they knew I wasn't safe. My parents Drove through the night and got to me in less then 24 hours driving across 3 states. My dad and I were...

I finally talked to my dad today about how I've been feeling recently. I was able to tell him how paranoid I am but I honestly don't know if he really understands where I'm coming from here. When they rescued me my dad was much more receptive then my mother. And now I feel like that's still the...

My therapist is a trusted sensible adult I can talk to. and @fly away home I don't know what the best result would be. My boyfriend is at the point where he notices it and hes telling me to just let my past go but this one piece of my past is so "complex" that even the thought of him being out...

I'm becoming much more distant as the Anniversary is already halfway through its cycle and doesn't end until October. Its been 2 years and I had to make an appointment to see my therapist. It's affecting my relationships and friendships. My family hasn't noticed it. I am getting more nightmares...

Your correct D123 my boyfriend is NOT my attacker but we were together when I was attacked.

I absolutely love and adore my boyfriend but sometimes its hard to explain my PTSD to him.Thanks to my attack my PTSD makes me extremely Paranoid, and Self Conscious. I have got physical scars from my attack and some of those scars not visible by my loved ones, make me afraid to go see my OB/GYN...

Maybe some baking soda in each wash a cup usually I use its a detergent booster.

Quite possibly

@StrongerNow do you run an extra rinse on your wash?

I was feeling so depressed. I used to be a self harmer and tonight when I thought I would start self harming again, my best friend messaged me right at the perfect time. I was feeling so alone I don't know why it was just a sudden thing.

Sounds interesting Flyaway I know I've been really paranoid lately and notice anyone who doesn't seem right. Like at the grocery store the other day a gentleman followed us into the store acted like he was using the ATM but he never bought anything he just stood there and then left after we did...

I apologize for the long post. This morning before waking up I had a nightmare, again about my attacker. This one my mother and brother were in it and a woman I feel I should know already just cant put my finger on it. It took place at a church that during the day sold fresh produce. I was in...