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I don't know how I feel right now. I am confused. Things don't add up sometimes. It is like in my mind there is a tremendous maze and I have to keep track of the twists and turns so I can find my way back out if it gets too bad.

I was and still am ashamed of my youth, bad decisions that I made, the results of those decisions. Most of the time I avoid talking about anything prior to the pseudo stability that came with adulthood, consistent employment, the generally stable home life that I created for my children etc so I...

I know I feel grief for myself and others. I understand the concepts of working through things rather than just getting past them but I don't know how to work "through" them I don't know what the process is. I guess I figured I would sort it all out later then something else happened, then...

After my parents divorce my mother became an alcoholic, she stopped paying attention to raising us. We were a burden to her having fun I guess. She remarried twice both were molesters which is why I wanted to get away from home. To me home wasn't a safe place to be. Of course at 12 years old I...

I am the product of approximately the worlds most dysfunctional family as an example of that I only completed the 8th grade in school but attended 33 different schools. I can’t describe how bad those fundamental years were for me. I tried to run away from home when I was 11 and my little...

I was on medication for about 10 years, life was pretty good. Then a mistake in the dosage caused me to become suicidal and after I was stabilized I gradually weaned myself off of all medication. Now I am absolutely miserable but not suicidal.

I have PTSD I have spent years in therapy but am not able to talk about any of the issues that are locked inside me. I have been able to manage over the years by remaining busy and working long hard hours. Last year I was injured so am not able to work anymore. I have even developed issues...