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I can endure strain for some while, but I feel it and I get really grumpy really fast. If the situation doesn't improve, I'll eventually collapse into depression. Sometimes just a day or two, but lately it's been longer. I'm currently in a big-ass collapse that's lasted, oh gosh. What month is...
I take notes during my sessions. If she didn't, I'd be pissed. Of course, I take notes on every damn thing. Habit. So I need someone to at least keep up.
I used to have trouble falling asleep. I'd distract myself with plots and stories, and it became a habit that kept me up. But now I also have trouble staying asleep, and returning to sleep after waking. f*cking anything will wake me up. Wind, tree branch, a single rustle of paper in the room...
I'm tired. Pretending to be happy, pretending to like writing the fluffy books, pretending my past didn't happen. And definitely tired of pretending I'm not a raging volcano of fury. Gah. I'm like the Hulk's shitty cousin: easily triggered to rage, but instead of invulnerability, I just get more...