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    Surrounding Myself With People I Can't Remember

    I've been in a similar situation a few times actually. Neither side of my family have been a close group we didn't get together for holidays or anything like that so I grew up hearing names but never actually meeting the faces attached to those names. And there was also several people I've never...
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    Death Several Death Anniversary Dates All Coming Up

    Thank you, its much appreciated.
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    Death Several Death Anniversary Dates All Coming Up

    Right now I only have a part time job and some weeks I barely get 15 hours, and its very hard to get by even with still living with my parents. I try to stay at my boyfriends place when possible but sometimes the days just don't match up. I live in a complicated situation that takes a while to...
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    Medical Hospital Visit Meltdown

    Today for the first time in 12 years I stepped foot in the hospital I watched my grandmother die in. As I walked the halls toward my nephews room I felt my hands start to shake. I tried to push down the feelings cause I know my sister needed me. I feel proud that I was able to stay in there for...
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    Medical Scared Of Drs And Hospitals

    I have never really liked Drs and when I was put in charge of my grandfathers care I was constantly fighting and arguing with them and other members of hospital staff. I only go when I absolutely have to and I'm a nervous wreck the whole time, I have an appointment this coming Monday and I'm...
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    Death Having A Rough Time

    Today would have been my cousins 26th birthday he's been on my mind lately I miss him. And in 5 days will be 8 years my grandpa passed away the strongest man I ever knew. He used to give the best bear hugs they could make you feel so safe. Its so hard to think about them and not start to cry...
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    Undiagnosed Still Trying To Navigate All This

    Thank you, this is basically a summary of the events of what has happened in my life. I normally keep my problems and emotions to myself cause I don't really have a support system or people to talk to at home. But at the same time I'm timid to share cause the people I thought I could trust...
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    Ptsd- Pushed Away And Confused

    I agree with both of the comments above, and also believe there is no excuse for treating someone like that. My ex boyfriend used to treat me like that and I I was already in a very trying situation. Then I found out he was messing around with my best friend at the time who set us up in the...
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    Death Several Death Anniversary Dates All Coming Up

    Deaths of people I loved always comes in 3s of some form. I've buried 18 people in 12 years all different ages all different reasons. It all started in 2004 when my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer in May and passed away in July as I held her hand and told her it was OK to I'd take care of...
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    Undiagnosed Still Trying To Navigate All This

    No I haven't. I have been doing research online and I have tried rephrasing what I type into google and WebMD differently and it keeps coming up PTSD. I took an online questionnaire from the Mayo Clinic I think and results came up seek professional help for PTSD related symptoms. If I'm not in...
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    Undiagnosed Still Trying To Navigate All This

    I never know that I was trusting what friends and co workers were telling me. I've never told people about my life and what I've been through before I've always had my weakness's thrown in my face and told to suck it up and get over it. So I hope I found the right place this time
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    Undiagnosed Still Trying To Navigate All This

    I may have used the wrong word. Sometimes I get mixed up when I'm nervous and talking about this. Everybody I asked told that's who I should be talking to that pastor or someone like that would be the best person to talk to so when got the message about him not knowing how to help I was more...
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    Undiagnosed Still Trying To Navigate All This

    Hello, having a slight panic attack as I type this, I have been living with PTSD since I was 20yrs old but never really realized what it was till recently. I have been through so much in the last 12 yrs that I don't know who I am anymore I just know I'm not the same person I was. And the last...
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