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  1. Amethyst

    Other Self stimulatory behavior / stimming

    Rocking back and forth was the first thing I caught myself doing.
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    Other Self stimulatory behavior / stimming

    "Stereotypy or self-stimulatory behavior refers to repetitive body movements or repetitive movement of objects." I know that self stimulatory behavior (aka stimming) is most common in people with autism, but I've noticed myself doing it more and more. When I'm anxious or upset, I'll clap my...
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    Are You Sensitive To Certain Sounds?

    My main trigger is the sound of gunshots, but any loud sudden "bang" type noise will make me jump.
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    Ptsd And Animals

    Yes, an ESA is what I was thinking of, though I have had sessions with therapy dogs.
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    Staff Changes

    I've been tagged in this thread a few times and I just want to say that I am not @amethist but congrats to her! :)
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    Eating And Sleeping Patterns

    I have depressive symptoms that come and go. When I'm in a "depressed" state, which usually lasts a week or two at a time, I could sleep for days and still be tired. I also don't have much interest in food and rarely feel hungry, but I make myself eat to keep my weight at least 100 lbs. When I'm...
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    Ptsd And Animals

    I've had sessions with a few therapy dogs and I love them. I think it would be beneficial to have one, but I couldn't see myself taking care of a pet right now. Maybe something low maintenance like a cat, but I don't think I could commit to walking a dog every day and giving it the attention it...
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    Current Weather

    There are tornado warnings all over Central Florida right now and it came out of nowhere. I hate it because the wind keeps opening and slamming my patio door and it's right outside my bedroom window (it's broken, so I can't shut it all the way).
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    Wearing the same clothes everyday?

    Yes, I am a girl, but I still found your advice helpful haha. You're probably right that my coworkers are more concerned with their outfits than mine, but my supervisor is always very well dressed and I'm sure he notices what we wear. He even made it a point to tell me that I was very well...
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    What Accommodations Would Help You At Work?

    I recently started an internship as a high school counselor and the only accommodation I requested was that my supervisor please let me know when the school is scheduled for a lock down drill. I can get through a lock down without having a panic attack or flashback, but I need to know that there...
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    Wearing the same clothes everyday?

    I never thought of it as a decision making issue, but that actually makes a lot of sense! Thank you for this insight. Maybe I'm just projecting how I feel about it onto them, but I am afraid that they will think I'm dirty or that I don't care about how I look, when in reality, I care a lot...
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    Wearing the same clothes everyday?

    I've noticed that since my trauma about 7 months ago I've been alternating between the same two or three outfits. I have one outfit for warm weather (a simple cotton dress) and one outfit for cold weather (an over-sized sweater and black leggings). I don't know why I gravitate toward these two...
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    Accommodation Ideas For College?

    Oh I've kept my diagnosis hidden. Most of the accommodations I needed were immediate and a direct result of the traumatic situation, not the resulting mental health issues (another reason why I went direct, rather than student services).
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    Accommodation Ideas For College?

    True. I guess my personal situation was different because not only am I a counseling major (the professor student relationship is a little more intimate than other majors and the class sizes are very small), but my trauma was extremely public and most of my professors and classmates knew what I...
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    Video Games - Fun Or A Trigger?

    I love video games, but I really only play "cute" games where there are no violent themes and you can move at your own pace. My current favorite is Animal Crossing. You get to run your own little town and you control everything about it and it's basically a virtual safe space.
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    What'd Ya Get For Christmas?

    My sister painted a portrait of me, which was awesome. My other sister got me a piece of black obsidian, which is a healing stone used for grounding (it's great for PTSD!). My sister's boyfriend got me nail polish. My best friend got me a Bambi ornament from the Disney store. And my parents gave...
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    Poll How Severe Are Your Ptsd Symptoms Currently?

    Mine fluctuates. Right now it's very mild. Other than exaggerated startle response, recurring thoughts about that night, and hypervigilance in certain situations (crowded places, clubs, unsafe areas), it's like I don't even have it. For the two weeks prior to this though, it was pretty bad. I...
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    Songs You Relate To

    Yay! Isn't she amazing? Maddie usually stars in Sia's videos, but she's not the karate girl. She's the dancer in the music videos for Chandelier and Elastic Heart, the main dancer in The Greatest, and the girl in Big Girls Cry. She's so talented, I actually like her almost as much as Sia.
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    Just Wondering What You Do/did For Work?

    I've been a nightclub VIP Hostess all throughout college. I'm currently unemployed, but it's okay because I'm on my last semester of grad school and I'll be doing a 40 hour per week internship as a school counselor. It's not paid or anything, but I wouldn't have the time or energy to work on top...
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    Your Day In Emoticons

    :sleep::sleep::sleep::sleep::bookworm::headphone::sleep::cry::sleep::sleep::sleep::sleep:
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    Songs You Relate To

    You won't regret it! She's amazing and her videos are beautiful, especially the ones featuring Maddie Ziegler.
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    Finished Practicum

    @Zoogal Thank you!
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    Finished Practicum

    @Lola Nocheprieta Thank you! :D
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    Finished Practicum

    I'm a graduate student in a counselor education program and Monday was my last night of practicum. Before the semester started, I was afraid that I would not be allowed to counsel others due to the trauma that happened over the summer and my subsequent ASD diagnosis, but I did it and I got...
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    Is This A Flashback?

    Thank you! This makes more sense. Looking through this criteria, Blue Orange was right, I don't think that I have any avoidance symptoms. I definitely did at first - It took me five months to finally go back to Pulse and pay my respects, and before that, I wouldn't even drive on the same street...
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