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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    thank you, i didnt no spammers would stoop so low hi nam, and think you for asking, i am doing crappy, i was suckered into the drama with sue from englandf again, its so hard not to be when i love her so much, she has decieved me so many times, and yes i am partly to blame to, each time i got...
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    why am i getting advertisements in my post someone posted and add in my post, asking me if i wanted to buy some monsters? is this allowed?
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    well i have done it again, i was seeing a women for a few weeks and i couldnt keep these urges in check, she walked out calling me a sick freak, i dont blame her, its wasnt enough she beat me, i flashback to when i was preforming oral sex on mom, at the time i thought she was urinating, but i...
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    I AM THE MOON Each night I lay me down to sleep, My broken hearted eyes do weep, For me there shall be, no other one, I am the moon, and you are the sun, I dwell in darkness, without your light, This love I have, I can not fight, Forever to live, so far away, When I am the night, and...
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    sue told me tonight she is starting to date another man, i really wish i was dead
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    yes i have been published 2 times in amature poerty books, heres a few of the others i have , theres about 50 total, A MOTHERS TOUCH to the day shes gone What is it that makes, a women a mother Is it coming to her son, lying under cover Is it the rending of flesh, if he refuses to...
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    THE NIGHTMARE THAT IS MY LIFE Days long remembered, Days that I regret, Days of sheer torture, Days that I beset, In a long told rhapsody, In a story that is my life, In a body scared by me, By rope, and whip, and knife, Once again I step away, In institution I’ve been...
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    i dont think im strong, i yused to be allot stronger, but now i am so afraid to even die, i no how my life is going to end, it will be on the day i fibnally find happiness,
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    Yes, I hate my mother, and no i haven't seen my sister for 24 years. They never got the men that raped my mom and me. The last time i talked to my sister she has become a religous nut; she started talking about the way mom treated me and bringing up the past. That was over a year ago, and I...
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    I wanted to be hurt again, I wanted to relive the rape, I wanted it to happen again, and for some reason one day I did it. To this day, that was the last time I had sex. I tried to have sex with Francine but it wasn’t the same I couldn’t do it, it seemed to make me feel sick. Ever since...
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    I Wish There Was a Bullet in the Gun "Trigger Warning"

    My Doctor said to write this letter to give to people, says it will help me to open up and let others help me with my feelings. Well I will start with the worst memories I have, when I was 12. My moms boy friend left her, she stated drinking very heavily, she had always been mean to me but when...
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