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welcome. i do not think there should be shame in knowing you have PTSD. but i understand how you feel because although i feel so much love and compassion for what happened to you, i loathe myself for having CPTSD. i don't have any words to help. i'm afraid all the time. but i will listen if you...

i know how you feel about feeling like no one will talk. i had people i thought were my friends but they either tell me to get over myself or just stop answering if i call or text. i can understand it, in my case; i'm useless trash. but i don't know why people wouldn't talk to you. i can tell...

she recommended a trauma therapist. i just know that tara won't hurt me or ship me off to that hell i was in again. my fear is that another one would. i won't even go get antibiotics for this sinus infection because i'm terrified of anyone with any sort of power over me. it's like... you think...

you said you had EMDR? does this work? i keep reading about it. also, i'm so sorry about what you went through my bio mom was horrible and i know how it feels to be at the receiving end of so much. i read her diaries about me when she died. dear god that was a mistake. internet hugs to you if...

i have read and had multiple shrinks tell me the opposite. they said the reason i get so freaked out by loud voices and door slams is that was what i grew up in. i'd like to know where you got this information so i can read it, please? i'm not meaning to be offensive, honestly want to read it. i...

i understand your feelings about the holiday as much as possible without actually living your life. i sob when i have to put up the stupid tree. i can't wait for it to be gone. i remember my grandfather hurling 100s year old ornaments at me and what the pieces felt like in my skin. i don't...

i've had therapists here and there over the past several years when someone has noticed that i was "suicidal" in their opinion. i want to die every day, but i'm too much of a chicken to do it. i'm starting a new woman on thursday that did my marriage counseling. i begged her to take me on...

i don't really know how to do this or why i'm here. as a kid, my biological mother wanted me dead. my grandfather tried to kill me. my uncle 12 years older molested me. i was raped by a family "friend" at 14. i was molested throughout school. i was raped by a teacher. yada yada i did ok until...