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Thank you everyone that’s been here, you guys have been great

I don’t know what to do now

He’s even blocked that other girl, I spoke to her last night. I feel so stupid I never believed he would cheat on me

i found out he had be talking to another girl before he blocked everyone. He even arranged to meet her but never did. I guess he’s really not coming back to me and I don’t know how to process any of this

I don’t wanna lose him

Do you think he’ll come back

If he had just blocked me then I’d be like okay I guess we’re over, but he’s blocked everyone in his life. That’s why it’s so strange.

I’m trying to stay positive but I don’t really know how to be positive when my brain is flooded with a million thoughts and most of the bad.

He was supposed to be coming to the U.K. either the end of this month or next. He doesn’t have any family he’s was adopted but has had zero contact with his adoptive family since he left for the military. His best friend has been calling hospitals, local jails and morgues just in case. But...

I can never stay mad at him, but I’ll definitely need to seriously talk to him cause I understand his trauma but this is triggering my own trauma and I can’t do this again. I’m not strong enough to do this again

I think I’ll just be calm and hear him out, but I will tell him he can’t do this to me again

I’m trying too. The longer he’s the more wonder if he’ll come back

He’s blocked his best friends too he’s blocked everyone Still nothing

I wouldn’t even know where to start with trying to call around, as I said I’m in the U.K. and he’s in US and trying to figure out where to call is intimidating at the least. He’s never gone on a random bender in the whole time I’ve known him, even his best friend who’s known him for 9 years says...

I don’t think I’ll be angry to be honest, I just want him to be okay. I don’t think this is just shitty behaviour cause in the whole time I’ve known him he’s never been like this. He’s always been supportive and caring and normally he communicates what’s going on. He’s disappeared for a day or...

No one’s heard from him, he works for himself so no job to contact. A week is so long

I can’t believe he’s still gone

I’d appreciate hugs right now

Agreed

A hug sounds amazing right now

I’ve eaten a bit and I’ve been drinking my water. Have you?

I know you are hurting I know you are scared of your own thoughts And I know you need this time to regain your strength But the thought that you may never return is tearing my soul apart But I remember what you told me So I will stand tall and be brave Even if it feels like I’m drowning I...

Honestly I don’t know how I am, after days of crying and checking my phone every so if often just to be disappointed is kinda numbing in the most painful way. I can’t really sleep either. I’m a writer so I have a bit of an emotional outlet I guess so that helps. How are you holding up?

It really is, I’m sorry you’re also going through this

I just want to tell him I love him but I have no way of contacting him right now