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Sadly there are times when a person was tortured while under the influence of any type of mind altering substance..or if known to be a user of any kind...they won't get the credibility they deserve or want/need. But screw it anyway. Toss it out the back window and feel the breeze that is yours...

Not sure where social is located.

My definiton of torture has always been someone who was forced to endure pain against their will...but the highest level of torture would be the old medievil style such as being skinned alive or the brazen bull...or the one where they leave you in a canoe type deal covered in honey to be eaten...

You are suffering so much. My heart and being aches for you. You have lived for so long tormented by your abuses. It's hard to move forward...it's hard to find the comfortable line to sail. You have loads of wisdom partly due to the trauma you didn't ask for. In Judaism, do you respect Christ...

Will do

Forget problems of our own and focus on things that can possibly help save others. This is also a way to heal from our own pain. How about the abuse we take from our own governments and media for starters.

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That makes sense to me because I do feel I'm the one most affected by this mess. Everyone else seems to be living their lives while I "let" it eat at me.

I do understand that. If I had realized at first I would have replied in a different way. You were wanting to know if I have ptsd basically and wondering if I belong here. As I've stated on here it's likely I do but the reason I joined isn't because I think I have it or for ptsd support...but...

Great info, you seem to be very wise of the human mind. I think since this has been going on for so long as well it has def set in helplessness, not just to myself but other neighbors as well. I posted my first YouTube video of dogs today and it helped relieve some stress. Last thing I want to...

Save Me Somebody save me, me from myself I've spent so long living in Hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my health It's the only thing that seems to help

This song is new to me, just cried my eyes out listening to it. It means a lot to me and I thought it may mean something to someone here. I never get lonely I get these ghosts to keep me company I took the rearview off of this old Ford So I only see in front of me

I understand and thank you. Today I am literally ill from being woken up at 4am from one of them and it didn't stop for hours...luckily was able to get a bit more sleep tho. Right now it's quiet but I'm dreading when it starts back up for another few hours or so. My anxiety is thru the roof but...

It has seemed to me in my own experience that it's possibly better to not contact him and make him wonder. Try not saying anything for a while. I think it's a man thing and it's possible he's playing head games but even if not,, make him miss you by being quiet. I know the pain of heartache and...

I just now realized you are a moderator, sorry.

Yep at my wits end here as well. I don't understand some people. I would never, just NEVER, torment someone like that. If there are other close by neighbors, send an anonymous letter to speaker neighbor asking them to turn the music down. If there is a landlord contact him/her. I asked both my...

To add...I do not believe I am personally under attack because other neighbors are suffering from it as well. It is just all of the noise and inconsideration from owners...a form of abuse from owners and loss of peace due to their carelessness. It also doesn't help that German Shepards are one...

I don't feel unsafe, I feel tortured. I am definitely not making a mountain out of a mole hill and not self diagnosing. I'm sure there have been many insignificant/unworthy posts here. Here is a snipet from the link I posted earlier. Take from it what you will.

I had to walk on eggshells around my mother alot of times growing up. She had a short temper and impatient...sometimes I've wondered if she would've been a happier person without kids or atleast not as many...I'm the 3rd of 5 siblings. I love my mother dearly, she's much better nowadays. It...

Very sorry for your loss. I'd be very sad as well if my little doggy died. I've had several people tell me through the years that they won't get another pet because it's so painfull when you lose them. Grieve your loss, cry it out, punch a pillow if needed. I bet you will love your possible next...

Ugh I have tinnitus as well in both ears since Aug 2020 from double ear infection. Also still have fluid in my ears that causes vertigo and in turn spikes my anxiety. Had a panic attack at doc earlier this year and was amazingly prescribed Xanax. I hope all goes well with your program, I've...

Hahaha! My dog (chihuahua) got his foot stuck on one in my parents basement last year...scared him to pieces...must've thought he was being attacked. That time I used nonstick vegetable cooking spray which worked as well. I've had plenty of experiences if you'd like me to make a list. Is my ex...

Thank you and likewise. You are right! Im glad you pointed that out because they are left in that fence 365 days 24/7. Not even sure if they clean up the poop because it wofts over now and then. It doesn't appear they get much attention especially during the day but I don't look over there very...

Thank you. I don't know if I have ptsd..haven't been diagnosed...but it's highly likely as I've endured trauma such as physcal abuse and other physical injuries. I def have anxiety. The dogs are just sooooo dang loud it's crazy! And it's all day everyday and every night. I do have the roaming...

If there is one thing about the law enforcement and the law I can agree with and respect, it's putting sick freaking scum like that behind bars! I'm sure he's receiving the same torture you endured....inmates don't take kindly to so called humans like that. Neither does God! I just need to say...