Recent content by 1nkblott

I find that when I go through an unhappy event, I can get stuck in my head for hours replaying a "reimagined" version of the situation where I have power over it in some way. For example, I recently joined a "positive" group space that turned out to be full of overly-critical people who suddenly...

A leftover McDonald's Quarter Pounder I had from lunchtime at work today.

Bizarre. No anger. No sadness. Nothing. Just a blank, straightforward, empty feeling.

I used to get this impression a lot more often with the people I would rub shoulders with, but seeing as how this seems to happen quite often, I don't think it's the case anymore. It really feels that way these days, especially online. People on social media always seems like they're very...

My social life, both online and in real life, has always been garbage and it's something that passively bothers me all the time. A couple of years ago I really tried my best to turn things around, since I felt like I had it with feeling like a background character in my own life. I did...

Hello, I hope you are all having a good day. I'd say I'm "glad" to stumble across this site, but really, I feel deeply ashamed about everything I'm about to write and I don't feel great at all about the state I'm in overall. I can tell I really need help and I'm very desperate for what little of...