Recent content by Angrboda

I am done talking. It only makes me feel even more lonely and awful. Please leave me alone and just let me keep my record here. That's all that this is for now.

See, this is why I can't talk to people. Why is it not okay to start putting together pieces of what's been going on and decide that my initial assessment of the situation may have been wrong? And my medical knowledge did not come about suddenly. I used to be a f*cking biologist before...

I've decided that I need to keep a journal of all the weird health issues I've been having since I moved in with Dan. Actually, I probably should've started this a long time ago, but I really didn't think it could be him. I thought I was being paranoid. So, I'm going to use this thread for...

I'm not supposed to talk. I'm defective. I took all kinds of diagnostics. I took an AQ test and a couple different RAADS tests. All of them said I'm defective. I stim, I'm too interested in weird things, I walk on tiptoes because I can't stand the feeling of my feet on the floor, people...

If I don't do anything, maybe he'll kill me. This is his brother: Munt charged with first-degree murder He has a gun. He showed me it was loaded and threatened to kill me and himself before. I told the police. They came with the ambulance when he poisoned himself because I tried to talk to...

No. I don't know if it's safe. And he said I don't get to wear clothes anymore.

Thank you. Really not okay.

I'll be going to the ER soon. I was advised to call 911 and get police and paramedics here. They said they can take me to the hospital and collect evidence. I know I'm severely malnourished at this point, and I'm worried he's poisoning me. If you dose someone with Warfarin it can make them...

The headache and light sensitivity has gotten a little better, but I'm still having quite a bit of vertigo. Also, my sense of smell is really heightened. I just cut up a cucumber, and it was glorious. I'm not sure that should still be happening, though.

It's a migraine. It's the worst migraine I've ever had, but it's just a migraine. Evidently, they can screw with your ability to process language and make you feel stoned or like you're having a stroke if the aura is severe enough. I've drank half a pot of coffee so far, and it's getting...

Words are better now, but there's a black halo around the world and my eyelashes are made of light. Everything inside the halo is very sharp. I can see the printing dots on my chocolate foil. I've never seen those before. I feel stoned, but I haven't smoked anything stoney. I just woke up...

And headache yes spinning.

No, is not. Tried for talking no understanding. Not ok. Dan home. Not safe.

Poison this do? Eyes of much mucous and not for thinking right and much much cold. Much tired is also. Not for taking things only woke up this way. Head is pain also. For dizzy. Called dad but not for back calling yet. Wrong is very very strange. Poison?

Hah! Maybe that's why my eyes have been bleeding. It's my game. One of the two POV characters is Lucifer, and I keep making jokes to myself about how the Devil is my homie now. Maybe he heard me, and I've got stigmata in my eyeballs.