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Other Haemolacria UPDATE: migraine, poisoning
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Did he say he would hurt you / anyone else if you reached out? >> Can you text for help & tell them to pls mind you are threatened?
And: Can you wrap yourself in anything else if can't clothes: towels, blankets and other sheets, pillow casings, scarves, curtains, carpets if soft and the right shape, anything that will have you protected?
And: Can you wrap yourself in anything else if can't clothes: towels, blankets and other sheets, pillow casings, scarves, curtains, carpets if soft and the right shape, anything that will have you protected?
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You're on your computer, correct? Can you call the Police via Google? Why are you putting up with this, again? Next time.. (I hate to think about next time)
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If I don't do anything, maybe he'll kill me.
This is his brother:
Munt charged with first-degree murder
He has a gun. He showed me it was loaded and threatened to kill me and himself before. I told the police. They came with the ambulance when he poisoned himself because I tried to talk to him. They wouldn't do anything. They wouldn't even take him to psych for a few days. I told the woman from the crisis center about the gun, too. She wouldn't answer me. I'm afraid someone will die if I post this because bitches like me aren't supposed to talk to anyone. That's why he had to get the gun. I made him do it because I'm a monster. He says so. I wish he'd killed me.
This is his brother:
Munt charged with first-degree murder
He has a gun. He showed me it was loaded and threatened to kill me and himself before. I told the police. They came with the ambulance when he poisoned himself because I tried to talk to him. They wouldn't do anything. They wouldn't even take him to psych for a few days. I told the woman from the crisis center about the gun, too. She wouldn't answer me. I'm afraid someone will die if I post this because bitches like me aren't supposed to talk to anyone. That's why he had to get the gun. I made him do it because I'm a monster. He says so. I wish he'd killed me.
Deanna
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No, you don't deserve it. Can you call a neighboring town's police dept?
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You're not a bitch nor a monster, Angrboda. :hug:
You're a very brave, caring and smart woman in a very hard situation.
Staying alive is a good thing, and a thing to try for. I get it's very difficult now. You are doing okay. Not messing anything up. Doing good.
Can you contact anyone else you know to call 911 for you, again? Maybe even if they didn't answer you, they will someone else involved.
You're a very brave, caring and smart woman in a very hard situation.
Staying alive is a good thing, and a thing to try for. I get it's very difficult now. You are doing okay. Not messing anything up. Doing good.
Can you contact anyone else you know to call 911 for you, again? Maybe even if they didn't answer you, they will someone else involved.
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I'm not supposed to talk. I'm defective. I took all kinds of diagnostics. I took an AQ test and a couple different RAADS tests. All of them said I'm defective. I stim, I'm too interested in weird things, I walk on tiptoes because I can't stand the feeling of my feet on the floor, people look at me like I'm doing something wrong whenever I try to talk to them. I can't look people in the eye, and I can't remember what their faces look like, and there's something really wrong with me.
My brother found my mother. She was supposed to be dead, but I guess she only faked that. She told him that the reason she locked herself in her room all the time was because she's afraid of me. She thought I was a murderer. I wasn't violent. I was quiet and never caused any trouble. When I was a kid, I mostly spent all my time looking at plants and insects in the woods and studying the rocks in the gravel pile because I thought they were interesting. I never bothered anyone, but she could still see wrongness in me. My own mother hated me.
I read autism forums, and they said people with autism are far more likely to be abused. No one wants someone like me. They want to hurt people like me. I'm not supposed to talk. I'm defective, and things like me are supposed to go away. He hurts me because I deserve it. I understand that now.
My brother found my mother. She was supposed to be dead, but I guess she only faked that. She told him that the reason she locked herself in her room all the time was because she's afraid of me. She thought I was a murderer. I wasn't violent. I was quiet and never caused any trouble. When I was a kid, I mostly spent all my time looking at plants and insects in the woods and studying the rocks in the gravel pile because I thought they were interesting. I never bothered anyone, but she could still see wrongness in me. My own mother hated me.
I read autism forums, and they said people with autism are far more likely to be abused. No one wants someone like me. They want to hurt people like me. I'm not supposed to talk. I'm defective, and things like me are supposed to go away. He hurts me because I deserve it. I understand that now.
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