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    My diary of random thoughts

    My whole life is going down the drain! I made some really really bad bad decisions and I have no friends! I just want to live by my sister and get the hell out of here!
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    My diary of random thoughts

    All I want is to get married again! I mean omg! How hard is it to find a relationship??? It’s been 7 years! Seven!!!!! What the hell! I can’t get along with anyone???? No one wants me???? My parents brainwashed me? I mean good GOD!!!!
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    My diary of random thoughts

    How do you find yourself and be happy when the whole world has told you that you’re a piece of shit??? Oh, I know...you believe it
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    My diary of random thoughts

    I hate being called crazy!!!!! I may not be the smartest person, or the prettiest person, but I was set up and I suffer from severe depression and anxiety because I am a loser that is always alone!
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    My diary of random thoughts

    Depression, anxiety, depression, anxiety, depression, anxiety...it just doesn’t go away. My life is just going in circles and I can’t stop it. Please someone, just rescue me!!! I can’t take it, but I have to because it’s life! I can’t take it anymore. It’s so debilitating
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    My diary of random thoughts

    Because my life repeats itself a lot. Nothing has changed, so my feelings are the same.
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    My diary of random thoughts

    Well, it’s not just one thing. I thought I would have a different life, but I cannot change. I know it seems crazy, but so many bad things have just compiled on me and everything just seems so messed up, I literally feel like my life is closing in on me. I go to therapy I listen to everyone else...
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    My diary of random thoughts

    It’s not easy making good decisions when you were messed with and you try hard to be nice and seem to come off weird, and you feel awkward and know that you seem so f*cking stupid to the entire world. Because of one relationship and one thing. You just messed up your life and can’t redeem yourself.’
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    My diary of random thoughts

    They are all on zoom right now, at least where I am at. And barely anyone shows up. I really feel like everything is just so messed up and I can’t make a right decision on anything anymore
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    My diary of random thoughts

    Story of my life at this point. Always is. I try so hard to stay positive and be one sided, but I am a loser. It sucks. I have no friends and it just doesn’t change. I have no real connections to people at all. It sucks. I can’t read minds, I am that oblivious to things. I hate it all.
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    My diary of random thoughts

    My life is literally closing in on me- I am alone, no friends, far from my family, in a job I don’t like anymore. I am depressed because of my circumstances and I can’t change them. Every decision I make I regret. It just doesn’t end. It isn’t getting better, I am stuck and everything is so...
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    My diary of random thoughts

    Why am I so afraid of being alone? I have no close friends and I blew it. I can’t take this anymore. The pressure on me from him and the evilness in my head just won’t stop. Nothing is helping. I don’t want to be alone anymore.
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    My diary of random thoughts

    This whole thing has literally ruined my life. I hate being alone but I also hate being desperate. I can’t take people anymore either. I don’t know when they are for real or kidding. Holy shit, this is bad. I think I am becoming a weirdo ass stalker
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    My diary of random thoughts

    I just cannot handle the anxiety anymore. I need something. Please God, even though I know that praying isn’t going to work. I missed the market on all of this. I am not what I thought I was and nothing is working out. My whole life is ruined because I couldn’t move on. Everything is coming to a...
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    My diary of random thoughts

    I keep going through a lot. I just can’t win. It’s devastating to me. Nothing is going right in my life. I just want a normal life.
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