Recent content by arikajira

Thanks, shimmerz. I've had an extensive look into that. :) More to talk about with my T, I suppose.

Thanks, Chava. That sounds more like me - less physical symptoms and just all in my head. Like a sudden reality shift that just hits me out of nowhere and the more I focus on it the more entrenched it gets.

I haven't! I will now, though. Thanks for the tip.

Thanks jaccat. No - there doesn't seem to be an identifiable trigger so far. It's not really a frequent occurrence. My T (thanks for explaining the lingo) says I'm still "thawing". When it happens I'm not sensitive to sound or movement or light, etc. It's really just like my grip on reality...

I wonder if any of you more experienced sufferers may be able to give me some insight into my symptoms so that I may do some more targeted research on self care. I have been diagnosed with C-PTSD by my psychologist and have no doubt this is the case. However, my symptoms have not been...

@ OP I hear you. I'm struggling to finally cut contact with my ex. We were married 7 years with BDSM as a fundamental dynamic. The trauma I suffered was also majority under the influence of ice as well...frankly it's a miracle I got out with only C-PTSD. But, I still "love" him. I still want to...