Recent content by Becky gard

I know I have extreme asd and I believe tbi. I am convinced I have frontal love damage. I am willing and want help. I believe I need inpatient and extensive help. I have no ability to cope and deal with even the smallest tasks anymore. I can’t manage healthy relationships and often wish I’d die...

Well. I wish that it was that clear cut for me. Right now I don't wish to share all the things in my life that make it very hard to keep my chin up. It would take time and energy indont want to put in and get worked up over. I have severe ADHD and PTSD is the new me. Its a creeper. It took...

I am no therapist or anything...but the advice I have for you is to forgive yourself. I am not saying the I believe you did anything wrong or right. I am not the judge of anyone but myself and my actions. But based off what you say...it seems like you are confused, hurt, angry, sad, and...

I don't try to decide who has suffered greater...nor do i, having survived murder in the second degree v( the official charge when it went to court) feel like i am worse off or special. I could write a list as well that goes way beyond that' one trauma...but it takes too much energy that i don't...

A atuvan to me is sucky although I know others who claim it works. Many people haven't researched meds an I encourage u to know what works for what. Ativan is generally prescribed to help prevent an anxiety attack and is formulated for that. Xanax clonopin and I believeValium are for acute...

I have to beg to differ....my experience with PTSD hasn't been so mild. I have to take Xanax to sleep at night and not wake up screaming in terror. I also have anxiety so bad I occasionally have to chew a half of one to get myself back to stable marble. I think it's fair to say we all are here...

I m glad to know about the mood stabilizers I've toyed with the notion if giving one a go until I read that I'll become literally paycho.

It's insane that you mentioned that anti depressants make u suicidial. I am the poster child for ADHD. I was prescribed Zoloft and took if for 2 weeks and no action. Third week.... Oh My GAWD Mania kicked in and I was beyond suicidial. I knew what it was thank god and knew to get help. I REFUSE...

I will never ever take anti depressants again. It made me wen more suicidial...manic. I take adderall and Xanax. And not much Xanax....really I take less than prescribed. I only utilize it for sleep.

I am treated fot both ADHD and PTSD

I try....

I hope that things get better for you. I'm sorry for whatever is going on. Not sure why you mean by behave. For myself if I've Mis behaved it means I've gone crazy on Facebook and say too much. Anymore I don't care what anyone thinks. I don't talk to anyone so I talk to Facebook. I feel like a...

Perhaps what I said was misunderstood. The post in it's entirety is about being new to the website, not sure how I feel about it, and that is seems a bit impersonal. This I wasn't sure if I would be back. When I read it as you wrote it I understand how perhaps it could have been...

Thanks. I hope someday I am able to find it again too

Well. In this journey...we have to do what's best for us. We all have a different situation and journey. I support you whatever your choice. I would offer your encouragement to go...if this is your last resort and your literally at your wits end. If you have other options to get help I encourage...