Recent content by Complex1

not cliche... But seeing this board site linked at the top of my browser. Knowing I can come here where most people could relate to me or give me some great insight that I would never think of. Thank you to everyone here.

Because only now, that I'm dealing a lot less with family members and their life sucking controlling ways, I'm beginning to realize just how much control they had over me in my life. My father alcoholic father is gone, my evil grandmother is gone, all that's left is my aunt (whom I do not talk...

Watching squirrels.

Reading this was absolutely beautiful. What a great way to break the cycle of pain and neglect. I wish you and your daughter all the best going forward.

All of what you said resonated so much. I hope you get through this and feel better during your time off from work.

Overly sensitive? Not at all, not in my opinion. I hope you get through this.

...and the hits keep coming. A friend of mine, who really was the Mother I wish I had, passed away last week. I just found out yesterday afternoon. Such an gentle, sweet lovely lady. Unreal.

I'll try to call. Thanks JGirl. Crazy how people online you don't know are nicer and more understanding than those you know in person.

Not at the moment. It's okay, but thank you. There is a number, but I feel like it's pointless. You call, you talk, then eventually you get off the phone and you feel good for a few minutes and back to where you started.

Thanks both to the both of you for replying. It means a lot. I don't care to be here anymoe (on earth). The truama, this "pandaemic" it's all so wrong. Humans have in a major key screwed up things for us plebs. The poor guy, whle the reich/eleite are not affectedby all this b.s. I'm just...

Recently, I've been looking back on my life, I'm 47 and to say that I look back with a sense of pride about my past would be a lie. I had a lot going on with me as a child. Almost sexually assaulted by a cousin who was 8 years older than I was, he was 15, I was 8 (yes, I'm male). He tried but...

I'm trying to find soothing videos to watch, like someone working on a piece of wood on a lathe for 40 minutes. Or some small scale train layout. Something that catches your attention, with very little noises but gets you mesmerized.

I joined a few weeks ago, haven't posted. The world is all over the place, masks/no masks....anti-shot/pro-shot.... like we (diagnosd with CPTSD need more? lol) How do you people do it? How do you deal with things on a daily basis, regadless of your personal stances on masks/jabs. Not what I...

Have you tried any sleep meditations on youtube? guided meditations? I have tons I can send you or link you to. ex.

HI everyone new here. Thought it'd be about time I stick around people with something we have in common.