Recent content by crazylilpoet

Thanks guys. The counselor I was seeing for the sexual assault wanted me to come back in so we could talk about getting me help for this. I'm actually feeling a glimmer of hope today. You are right about being embarrassed and I don't really understand it. I was thinking last night people have...

I've been telling everyone how I feel. Screaming for help. Talking till i'm blue in the face. Suicide is all I can think about. I've had all of the above. The situational things happen all at once! escape escape escape like a drum beat in my head. I've reached out to friends, family, my pastor...

No you are right I don't have a support system. Here's my analogy. My husband jumped off a boat and unwillingly took me with him. He crawled back in on his own and I am left drowning. Everyone is still trying to rescue him and I am still drowning. It's all about him. What's wrong with me for...

After years of living with PTSD from sexual assault I thought I was finally free. I completed exposure therapy and for the first time in my life was living symptom free for months. This was something that had controlled my entire life and now I was finally free! Well the last 4 years my husband...