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My definition of dissociation: It can be triggered by any minor upset in daily routine. I withdraw in to my own head it's like a prison cell my body is just sat staring in to space while im torturing myself twisting and over analysing details of my trigger mentaly tormenting myself. It doesn't...

I have arranged to go to my friends house for a cuppa this afternoon hope my neck jerk twitch stays at home and he can adjust to me still to see my dad since my accident as well I hold out less hope for that relationship he's never been the most emotionaly supportive father to be honest he's a...

I bumped in to what I consider to be one of my best friends today that I haven't seen since my accident. (yeah he's only had 6 weeks to come and see how I am) when he seen me walking towards him he waved and got in his car and I honestly thought he was gonna drive off. When i did speak to him it...

I hope I come to see my issues in the same light as you I like the positivity in fighting it

Pretty accurate

Biffy clyro the conversation is... "Are pills the only way to make myself complete again They become the only way to a wonderful life with a happy ending" Very fitting for how I feel at the moment:(

Glad to hear those days exist and happy you had one :)

I need a shake hopefully tomorrow will be a good day oasis

f*cked-up I can't even get the 1 word rule right ha

Feeling flat is the crappest i was lying zombified on the sofa and my 4 year old daughter came to me and asked me to dance and I couldn't even force my self to my feet for her I which made me feel even worse

Also a lot of biff Clyro The land at the end of my toes The sand at the core of my bones

The song that follows me is the song I listened to when I hit what I hope was my lowest point Katy melua - wonderful life Also ironically seen as I was in an explosion Ac/dc - tnt Thunder struck You shook me all night long

I am grateful that my anger hasn't got me in trouble today and grateful that I have a loving supporting wife

IS there a section of this site specialy for grumpy / absolutely raging mental members think it would be my kinda place?

I'm a mechanic so oi get mad a lot. Today a man on the forecourt drove in to one of our steel signs and dragged it along the forcourt and seemed like he wasn't gonna stop so I ran out and punched the back of his landrover so he stopped and proceeded to scream at him through his window to which...