Recent content by Freedomfighter

I am in the position to give valuable advice to people about so called authorities that despite the fact that they are in charge of protecting the public and private citizens, will indeed abuse instead. Abuse in the form of people who have been specifically hired to protect people is much more...

So sorry for your pain, but as soon as anyone makes the slightest notion of someone imagining anything I will walk the other way. That is classic red flag behavior and a very well known way for a predator to abuse you, to groom you, to rape you, and then telling you that you just imagined it and...

That is weird, because I practiced quiet EMDR a couple of days ago before going to sleep and that kind of thing seemed to take place. All of my early childhood memories are that way, broken pieces of memories.

Yeah, those children do not really know what a normal life is. That goes on in so many countries, drilling the kids to be soldiers at a very early age. It is disheartening when watching such developments.

Boy, I know what you are talking about. I do see the beauty in humans, a view, the view that are mistreated, the view who really do fight for a cause. I am so impressed by such real people. Those kind of people I find truly beautiful. But nature is my love, always will be.

Same here, especially since many of them do not practice their region at all, and they really think there is this jolly old man that forgives the crimes they commit every day, disgusting and stupid.

I guess that is why this is so tough, after the predator shatters the normal life of a victim, I guess a fractured reality is what we then have to deal with.

Good post, where there is a suffering victim then there is also a criminal that is responsible for that. Anyone that tries to deny a victim the truth is often just another criminal henchman.

Yeah, to be dependent on disability would take my freedom away. Also inflation swallows more and more money and when someone is on a fixed income that can pull out the rug from under your feet.

Well, I have PTSD and every day I watch managers that pretend they are leaders (while they dilly around with useless females and force abortions onto them because they are too stupid to understand birth control) and just make up stuff as they go along. I watch the big bosses put on sharades all...

Same here, feels like dying, having to address all of these different triggers. Sick and tired about hearing why criminals do the things they do. I dont want to hear about that anymore, why should I have to worry about that? All of these multiple triggers are killing me.

Loove the australian language, fun. Now that you mention it some booze may be o.k. Maybe a nice glass of wine. Other than that Iam really hoping for relaxation. Iam in a horrible PTSD stage and really just want peace and quiet.

I used to open up very easily, until I met people that stalked me, that lied about themselves and that will try every trick in the book in order to interfere with my private life. Seems to be rather common that total strangers seem to think they have the right to interfere with my private life...

Will have to explore that: maybe it could help to understand it better. Because so often I am just totally lost in the symptoms. How does a complex PTSD patient find normal again? Especially when facing the fact that the normal they thought was normal was abnormal?

Well, I like EMDR too and will often go online to do self EMDR. As long as it helps, why not? I understand the terrible pain of childhood abuse, am trapped in it myself. Just yesterday and today I got flashbacks from a long time ago in my childhood. They deal with me having my stomach pumped...